Suicidal Thoughtsare very strong. I am being convicted constantly ...

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ElisabethII

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are very strong. I am being convicted constantly or my unworthiness as a woman. I did want to bear children, but was unable to. I am being told that it is my fault, so I should not be mad a God. Just that I should find a way to serve women who have children.

I am very sad about this. If this is my sole purpose and calling, then I want to die. I do not want to be in that position. I have no one to talk to and ther is no compassion in that area. I am back to square one. Hopeless and hopefully-soon to be lifeless.
 
Beloved, I have prayed in Jesus’ name, for God’s best, His perfect will to be done. May God bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God. Wait on the Lord and of be of good courage. God is never late. Wait on the Lord.

<><><><> Let’s Pray: “God I ask in Jesus’ name from this day forward and forever more, bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life. God encourage me. Let Your favor, wisdom, peace, protection, prosperity, and healing power rest in and upon my life. Bless me with wisdom Lord Jesus. Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps. Consume and nestle me in the chambers of Your heart O Lord. Let Your heartbeat become my heartbeat and Your thoughts become my thoughts. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to fulfill my God destiny. Use me Lord Jesus for Your glory. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus. God You mean the world to me. I Love You Lord. Amen!â€

<><><> Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS~ Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister
 
Thank you for your sincere prayer and encouragement. You have truly been blessed with a gift from God. I receive the things you said in prayer into my spirit in Jesus' name.
 
WHO IS TELLING YOU THIS GARBAGE? YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING, NOT A BROOD MARE. IT IS SAD WHEN A WOMAN WHO WANTS TO HAVE CHILDREN PROVES TO BE BARREN, BUT THAT DOES NOT REFLECT UPON THE VALUE OF THE WOMAN. MY GOD!! BLOCK YOUR EARS FROM THIS POISON. AND IF YOU FEEL MAD AT GOD FOR NOT GIVING YOU CHILDREN, JUST TELL HIM YOU'RE MAD AT HIM. (I MEAN, DON'T BE DISRESPECTFUL OR ANYTHING -- GUESS WHAT? HE ALREADY KNOWS YOU ARE MAD AT HIM. HE KNOWS EVERYTHING.) AS FAR AS YOU FINDING A WAY TO "SERVE" WOMEN WHO HAVE CHILDREN, AGAIN, WHO IS TELLING YOU THIS GARBAGE? YOU WANT TO BABYSIT OR WORK FOR A DAY CARE OR WHATEVER, DO IT BECAUSE THE CHILDREN GIVE YOU JOY, NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE A SERVANT TO THESE WOMEN WHO HAVE HAD CHILDREN. THAT IMPLIES THAT YOU ARE THEIR INFERIOR. NOT TRUE! I TOO WOULD WANT TO DIE IF I BELIEVED THIS WAS MY SOLE PURPOSE AND CALLING,BUT IT ABSOLUTELY IS NOT. YOU ARE A UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL WHO GOD PUT HERE FOR A PURPOSE. OBVIOUSLY, YOU BECOMING A MOTHER IN THE PHYSICAL SENSE WAS NOT PART OF THAT PURPOSE. I AM SORRY YOU ARE SAD ABOUT HAVING NO CHILDREN, BJUT AS FAR AS IT TAKING AWAY FROM YOUR GOD-GIVEN PURPOSE AND WORTH AND DIGNITY --- THAT IS RIDICULOUS. WHOEVER IS POISONING YOUR MIND WITH THIS STUFF IS GETTING HIS/HER INFO FROM SATAN HIMSELF. YOU DO WHATEVER IT IS IN LIFE THAT GOD WANTS YOU TO DO. HE WILL TELL YOU AND GUIDE YOU. AND PLEASE, IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE GOING TO HARM YOURSELF, GO STRAIGHT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM. AND THINK ABOUT THIS -- TAKING ONE'S OWN LIFE BECAUSE COULD NOT GIVE LIFE TO ANOTHER. CAN'T YOU SEE HOW LITTLE SENSE THAT EVEN MAKES? I WILL PRAY VERY HARD FOR YOU, MY SISTER IN CHRIST. I PRAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFULL, FULFILLING LIFE. I PRAY THAT YOU "NOT ONLY HAVE LIFE, BUT HAVE IT MORE ABUNDANTLY." I PRAY THIS PRAYER IN THE NAME OF JESUS OF NAZARETH. AMEN AND AMEN.
 
Dear Father, please bless Your child with consolation, peace of mind, strength to keep in following Your path in hard and good times, healing from any hurts, and ability to forgive.  Lord, please also bless her with a miracle on her womb to conceive according to Your will.  However, Lord, please also bless her with trust to Your faithful love that You are in control, and may she lives in heart full of joy.  In Jesus' Name I pray.  Amen!
 
Dear Heavenly Father:

We come to you lifting up this Dear One's needs. You know their heart Lord; you know their situation. We ask that you please grant them their request in Jesus Name, and by your will. We ask that in the absence of what cannot be understood that you would grant peace beyond understanding. Send them help from the people around them, and also help from those you wish for them to meet. Oh Father, thank you for sending them love and comfort, peace and joy, that you may grant them full measure of favor and prosperity In Jesus Precious Name we pray, Amen.
 
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