ElisabethII
Humble Servant
Suicidal Thoughts
are very strong. I am being convicted constantly or my unworthiness as a woman. I did want to bear children, but was unable to. I am being told that it is my fault, so I should not be mad a God. Just that I should find a way to serve women who have children.
I am very sad about this. If this is my sole purpose and calling, then I want to die. I do not want to be in that position. I have no one to talk to and ther is no compassion in that area. I am back to square one. Hopeless and hopefully-soon to be lifeless.
are very strong. I am being convicted constantly or my unworthiness as a woman. I did want to bear children, but was unable to. I am being told that it is my fault, so I should not be mad a God. Just that I should find a way to serve women who have children.
I am very sad about this. If this is my sole purpose and calling, then I want to die. I do not want to be in that position. I have no one to talk to and ther is no compassion in that area. I am back to square one. Hopeless and hopefully-soon to be lifeless.