Struggling to have faith, struggling to believe in God, struggling to trust God.

[Elisheba]

The past four years have been so tumultuous in my life. As much as I know I am flawed as a human being, I make mistakes and those mistakes have consequences- sometimes life lasting consequences, I’m struggling to see how a good loving God can sit by and allow certain things especially when I’ve prayed to him to help me. When I’ve been on my knees begging to do things his way, for him to show me a sign of what he wants me to do and only to get unclear signs that leave me wondering if it’s him at all.
I have been toyed with by narcissists and God allowed it to happen. This has literally destroyed my self esteem, my sense of who I am, my ability to function in the world, my ability to do my job confidently, and even had a devastating impact on my little boy and my ability to parent him.

My soul is crushed. If the devil and all his people can play with us like this- where is the God I say loves me? What does he say about it? Can his people be entertainment for demons and he says and does nothing? Waiting for Christian’s to jump through hoops to prove our love to an all knowing, ever present and all powerful God so he can intervene? Why is one prayer never enough?

I’m trying to understand but I’m failing. It seems evil wins all the time.

 

[Serion]

Please brother and sisters In Christ put on your full Armour of God on do not take it off even when you are sleeping . Remember that God made promises and his words never change either. Please remember God is with us all he will always love us he will always forgive us he will never abandon us or give up on us. He is always working you may not see it in the time you want something to happen but that's ok and we are all on God time and his will. Jesus is always fighting our battles. Apply all the gospels to all of our life .The whole Armour of God means that your expression of your full trust in God and what he has done for you through Jesus Christ .Your victory in spiritual warfare was secured at the cross of Christ and the blood that was shed there.Believe all that Jesus has done and to live it out in daily life.It is the living in the power of everything that God has done in every area of life even when there are challenges.Put on the breastplate of righteousness is what protects the core of your being from every spiritual attack.The breastplate covers what's closest to your heart .Righteousness is the fact that you are good enough to be relieved by God,is a gift that's given to you,not something that you could ever earn on your own.With the breastplate on you you can say God accepts you and enjoys you because of what Jesus did. You have been chosen by God to be holy and without blame before him in love, you've been predestined to be adopted by God ,you are fully accepted by God through his beloved Jesus .Part of the Armour of God that helps you stand against any spiritual attack, its an important piece.Remember Jesus forgives us when we do wrong and go to him for forgiveness and we must forgive those who hurt us. We can't take that step without help from God . I pray that we remember Jesus is the Ultimate healer , the ultimate way maker, his full of love and protection and also from his good angels surrounding us all , he brings faith, hope, love,peace,joy ,he reconciles family , and reconciles broken home and marriages ,and he can do what no one else can. His so way better then what the devil brings to us . Keep in mind the devil brings darkness,lies,strife,confusion,strife,bitterness, temptation, he will make you feel like you are nothing,helplessness,and hopeless,and he will make you feel like you could do suicide,he will make you feel you don't belong anywhere,he brings, panic,and panic attacks,he brings anxiety,he is wanting to devour you and your whole soup and your life. He brings divorces,he makes you feel like you should give up .. STOP riget there brothers and sisters In Christ ..RIse up Stand up feet planted on the ground if you feel yourself going toward the negative stop fall to your knees bend your head down fold your hands and pray . If you can't fall on your knees due to health it's OK stop right where you are bend your head fold your hands and pray . DO NOT let the devil and his ways get to you. GOD will rebuke all bad thoughts. Remember Jesus can and will cast evil attacks . Remember Jesus is always fighting your battles on the battlefield. When you have someone thats sick and you see no hope Stand firm don't listen to that evil lie of the devil instead turn to Jesus and push closer to him the devil would want you to blame Jesus and get mad at Jesus DO NOT do that... Jesus is there his holding your hand in his and his wiping your tears or your face as you cry . Don't listen to that no good mean lier of the devil and his ways of attacks.. Go to Jesus his the ultimate healer and way maker and his the way to cast out the devil and his ways and his bondage . Set yourself free GO TO JESUS Jesus won't ever fail you or ever leave your side ... I declare this in Jesus Name amen God's will is the only right way in life .

 

[Serion]

God does things on his time and his always there you should never doubt him. His always there and his always forgiving and he puts us through storms but he always gets us out on way or the other and in him time and in his way. But prayers bring more faith and more hope joy faith and miracles . Don't lose faith in God

 

[Serion]

 

[Anonymous]

Yes , the Lord DOES love you , He has given to all of us a free will and we sometimes make very wrong decisions without asking the Lord what He would have us to do before we go off on our own . Have you ever thought to ask the Lord what He wants you to change in your life in order for things to go better for you ? Being a Christian does not mean that our lives will always turn out smoothly , but we have a promise from our heavenly Father who tells us that He will always be there to help us . Would you only love and serve the Lord if He didn't give you everything that you asked for ? You cannot mix doubt in what He can do with faith , one cancels out the other . I suggest that you really get into the word of God { the bible } and let the Holy Spirit speak to your heart . Please read in the scripture Jeremiah 29: 11 . God IS faithful to His children and your life matters to Him .

 

[jcjcpurple]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[flora]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

Please Pray This Prayer From Your Heart: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the lives of those I pray for. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace, knowledge, wisdom, and love of Christ Jesus. Bless me with a deep and abiding love to read, listen to, meditate upon, study, and obey Your Word. God let Your Word dwell within me richly. So that I may come to know You better, love You more, and make You known. God help me, show me how, and bless me to have an ever-growing closer, stronger, more intimate relationship with You. God bless me with and cause me to always think, act, and react with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit. God help me to always be aware and walk in the truth, faith, hope, and love of Your Word and presence in my life. God place Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with all my enemies according to Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love and care about, and all those who love and care about me. And God please bless each of us to always walk in character and habits of Christ Jesus. Let us all live our lives for Your glory and good pleasure. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. God Thank You for answering this prayer and Thank You for loving me. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

 

[THE INSPIRED]

I have prayed for this in Jesus name. Dear brothers and sisters kindly be assured that we are following The Almighty God who is always triumphant and victorious in all battles. The SUPRIME RULER, Father of all mercies gave repeated assurances in His spoken word. Rest assured that Jesus Christ is always fighting our battles. We are serving God who never lies. Lord Jesus Christ cannot explain himself to us every step of his mighty deeds. Never doubt His HOLY presence in your christian life. Remember the bible says in the book of Hebrew 11:1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. Kindly never give up at the wrong time. When Jesus Christ doesn't answer ,that doesn't mean he refuse to help. It simply means that we strengthen our faith and relationship with Him in sincere dedication. With the help of the Holy Spirit kindly read Matthew 15 :21-28.I suggest that you continue to pray for DEVINE guidance. To God be the glory AMEN

 

[THE INSPIRED]

Fixing our eyes on Jesus , the pioneer and perfecter of our faith. For the joy that was set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lost hope. Bible reference : Hebrews 12:1-4 . God bless Amen