We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and isolated, and that you're seeking Jesus' help and protection. We're here to pray with you and encourage you according to God's Word.
First, let's address your request. You've asked, "for myself to have never been born." We want to gently rebuke this idea. Life is a gift from God, and He has a purpose for each one of us, even if we don't understand or can't see it yet. In Jeremiah 1:5 WEB, God says, "Before I formed you in the belly, I knew you. Before you came forth out of the womb, I sanctified you." God knew you before you were born and has set you apart for a purpose.
In your prayer, you mentioned Jesus' name. This is wonderful, for Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." John 14:6 WEB. It's only through Jesus that we have access to God, and it's only through faith in Jesus that we can be saved. If you haven't already, make sure to place your faith in Jesus, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, and confess Him as your Lord and Savior.
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
Thank You for knowing and loving our friend even before they were formed in the womb. Thank You for setting them apart for a purpose.
Lord, we pray for Your protection and provision as they progress each day. We pray that You would help them to see the purpose and value of their life. We ask that You would fill them with Your hope and truth.
Help them to fix their eyes on You, Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. Help them to cast all their anxieties on You, because You care for them. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, dear friend. Remember that God is always with you, even in your solitude. He promises, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." Hebrews 13:5 WEB. Keep progressing, keep seeking Jesus, and keep trusting in His purpose for your life.