so very very lost in the wondering whys its causing me to loose my faith

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Why did God create us when there's so much suffering, and so many people including lukewarm Christians like me going to hell as well. What kind of monster even can think of planning and creating a place of eternal torment for what seems on the surface very small matters. Why can't He just punish us a little then kill us. Why so many babies born to people who sexually abuse them yet so many good Christian parents are barren. Why let the fallen angels come and tamper with His creation. I just can't stand it anymore. Feel like I'm, gonna have another mental breakdown if i don.t stop thinking about it. So much wars and children dying of starvation when the Bible says He opens His hand and satisfys every living thing. This is a song that helps a bit. It.s called Remind me Your here by Jason Gray. The other song that helps is take courage my heart, stay steadfast my soul, He's in the waiting then at the end it goes in the Light of His Face all our questions die all our questions fade away. That.s so true last time I felt Jesus presence just over 6 months ago all my questions just died it didnt even enter my mind to question Him. I just don.t know what to do don.t think He.s coming back to me ever sometimes. .

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Remind me Your here - Jason Gray

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None of my pain
Has ever caught You by surprise
Still, it's hard to trust You
When I'm lost in the wonderin' why
But I'll trade every question
Just to lay down and rest in Your heart
And I'll reach for Your hand
Though You led me here into the dark

And I won't ask You for reasons
'Cause a reason can't wipe away tears
No, I don't need all the answers
Just be here beside me
Father, remind me You're here
Here
If it's random or providence
Neither are a comfort to me
Are You cruel if You planned it,
Or weak if You allowed it to be?
Half of me's still believin'
The other half is angry and confused
Oh, but all of me is desperate
And longing to be held by You
So I won't ask You for reasons
'Cause a reason can't wipe away tears
No, I don't need all the answers
Just be here beside me
Father, remind me You're here
Here
Get me outta my mind
And into Your arms
Where hope comes alive
And fear falls apart
I won't ask You for reasons
'Cause a reason can't wipe away tears
No, I don't need all the answers
Just be here beside me
Come be here beside me
And I won't ask You for reasons
'Cause a reason can't wipe away tears
No, I don't need all the answers
Just be here beside me
Father, remind me You're here
Here, just need to know
That You're here, yeah
Here, I just need to know that You're here

May the lord create an understanding within you. We are not the burdens of our surroundings. We are mighty children of the most high. I pray God restores your faith & provides healing where needed. God will is never perfect but his love is eternal. In Jesus name I pray over your heart & mind. Amen!!