It's so disgusting I still can't stop smoking tobacco. I have been praying hard and sometimes fasting for about a year hardcore, and sometimes I manage to give up for a few days even 5 days but then I get so stressed and the lusts of the flesh and the demons that also cause addiction are too hard for me to overcome and I backslide. Please pray this scripture from the book of Hosea over me - and I will heal their backsliding and love them freely for my anger is turned away from them. My depression is so much better than it was praise Jesus but I have noticed it is getting increasingly hard to get out of bed in the morning. A couple of years ago I just spent all my time in bed trying to sleep or eating unhealthy and expensive takeaway meals and watching rubbish. I am a lot better now but can see the signs, its so depressing not feeling close enough to our Messiah. I am diagnosed with schitzo-effective disorder which is schitzophrenia with bi-polar. Thank you Elohim for your great mercy in healing me somewhat of this affliction thanks to you I no longer have the delusions of granduer and paranoia but the voices demonic voices are still really bad. I am learning how to put on the armour in the Bible especially the helmet of salvation which helps a little and reminds me throughout the day to cast down any evil imagining against the Most High but it's still very troublesome and sometimes very scary. The bi-polar and double mindedness is not good at all at the moment. Thanks so much for praying, Elohim bless you all.
