Dear Lord,Dear Lord,
B hasn't gotten her MRI scheduled yet d/t the usual communication issues that seem to plague the medical profession-or maybe I'm just impatient + want this taken care of yesterday! Or both... Anyway, B has been suffering for years now, + feels despairing at times. Protect her from suicidal ideation, as you already have. I'm only aware of one time years ago when she considered suicide, but you protected her.
I want her to be healed of this dizziness. She has endured it better than many would have. Her cognitive processes have been impaired by all the psych drugs she's on, which is hard to watch.
I pray she doesn't have a tumor or cancer or something inoperable. I also pray we'll finally have an answer to the cause of her dizziness.
In your holy name, according to your will, + with thanks + praise, amen.
B is still trying to get her MRI scheduled. Please smooth the way. May she get one asap. A while back she had some tests + at that time nothing was visible that was structurally wrong. I can't remember if that was from a CT or not.
Anyway, she is very burdened + anxious. The anxiety is related to her schizophrenia, paranoia, + medication-I think one of her meds causes rebound anxiety whenever the dose is lowered, so she can't seem to get off of it. She has a new psychiatrist, so I don't know what to think of him yet. I pray you'll give him extra compassion for her + he'll be committed to truly helping her, not just medicating her. I am thankful that she started seeing a counselor as well.
May we get some good news soon.
In your holy name, amen.