Roy found me to offer to help me then did nothing...I ask now a final confirmation and decision regarding a friend / brother in Christ named Roy...

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

Sometimes God allows people to come into our lives for a reason...

For why ever Roy found me it does not matter now...
Only You would know the true intentions of His Heart

All that matters is that if it was simply for me to be a witness
for You God then my work is thru in my estimation...

Then may You now close this door
for he offered much help to me
and then stood by and did nothing
and i do not wish to be hurt in this way one more day...

i can not discern if he is lying or not
please reveal now the truth to me Holy Spirit
make all things plain to me and make all things clear to me

and show me what to do please...
i can block him on my cell phone
one final time
and end this friendship...
maybe it is better this way...
for it causes me too much pain and humiliation
and i am fighting for my very survival
and to not be homeless
and i do not need someone who is not in my corner
or who is not for me...
nor someone who stands by
and watches me drown
and says that he is more important
and he must take care of himself first
and yet he indicated that he would want to make a future life with me
for better or for worse

Surely a person's actions speak louder then their very words ever could...
and when a person speaks but then takes no action
his words are hollow empty and just a lie...

there is no greater disgrace
then a man who would not lay down his life for someone
who he professes to love and have such strong feelings for...

This is not of God's Word.
This is not of God.

when i look in the Bible
and see Joseph with Mary
and Boaz with Ruth
and how King David Rescued Abigail
i do believe i already have my answer...

i simply ask now for the courage to do what i must do...
and close this door once and for all...

unless You simply want Roy to be just my brother in Christ
and a partner in prayer.....i will end this...

CONFIRM NOW HOLY GHOST
AND BLESS MY FINAL DECISION AS SUCH

LEAD ME AND GUIDE ME IN THIS FINAL OUTCOME

for Roy may simply be afraid
and the timing is not right
or
Roy may be a counterfeit sent from my adversary the devil
and i have way too much on my mind as it is
to truly make a wise judgement call...either way...

DADDY GOD YOU KNOW BEST
IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON JESUS
PLEASE SHOW ME NOW WHAT TO DO...

AND BLESS MY FINAL DECISION.

DO NOT LET ME MAKE A MISTAKE HERE...

THERE IS WAY TOO MUCH AT STAKE...

AGAIN I ASK THIS OF YOU MY HEAVENLY FATHER
IN JESUS'S NAME
AMEN...NOW SO BE IT...AMEN...

{ and what comes to my mind is from The Epistle Of James...God's definition of Pure Religion is to take care of the widows and
the orphans in their time of need }

and also James says this
if any of you lacks Wisdom
let him / her ask of God who gives liberally
but let him / her not doubt in his / her
heart that You will answer them
for such a one is unstable as the waves
of the ocean and double minded in all
of their ways...

NOW LET ME HAVE NO DOUBLE
MINDEDNESS OR DOUBT
OR UNBELIEF OR INSTABILITY
TONIGHT AS I PRAY...!

INCREASE MY FAITH AND TRUST IN YOU
MY ABBA DADDY GOD I NOW PRAY
IN JESUS'S NAME
AMEN...X.O.X.O.X...SO BE IT DONE...AMEN.

{ And by tomorrow when the morning comes
may i have my final answer at last
for this is no more time to waste here }

Time Is Of The Essence...
True Emergencies
always require immediate responses...
amen.

 

[Woxgath]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Khary]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

NO GREATER LOVE HAS SOMEONE THEN THIS
THAT HE LAY DOWN HIS LIFE FOR ANOTHER

FROM EPHESIANS
HUSBAND'S LOVE YOUR WIVES AS CHRIST LOVED THE CHURCH....

 

[JesusourLordandSavior]

Praying for you. In the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen~

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Mikaengor]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

i believe i got my final answer.
then now may this door be closed so another can open from The Lord for me.

 

[machado]

I am praying with you on the matters of your heart....know that God hears you. I encourage you to continue to praise him in your most loving way throughout the day. It will be music to our loving father God's ears and make your worries, and the devil go away.

 

[hostadmin]

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