This morning i met with Pastor Raul to view 2 apt's in the building
where he is the Superintendent
The second floor one is 2 outside flights of stairs up
it is almost ready but still needs some more work
The ground floor one needs much more work but would be ready
next month and has zero stairs at all
From the stress of yesterday my back was soo tense i could barely
walk up the 2 flights of stairs this morning & i feel it is going to be very tough
on me as the months & years go by
I am going back tomorrow with my senior citizen friend to view both
Apt's one more time & then make my final decision & inform The Landlord / Owner named Howard what i feel is the best for me.
I have to take into consideration what my lower back can handle
versus another natural disaster in the future
I NEVER WANT TO WIND UP IN A WHEEL CHAIR
MY DOCTOR SAID I WON'T AS LONG AS I AM VERY VERY VERY CAREFUL
& WALK ALOT & STAY ACTIVE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW DUE TO STRESS
I NEED TO USE A CANE AND I AM HOPING & PRAYING WITH TIME
I WON'T NEED IT ANY MORE
I DO HAVE HANDICAP LICENSE PLATES TO HELP ME GET CLOSER
PARKING SPACES WHEN AT ALL POSSIBLE
I AM CRYING OUT TO GOD FOR HIS ULTIMATE DIVINE WISDOM
I AM INTERCEDING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT FOR A FINAL CONFIRMATION
BECAUSE ONLY GOD HIMSELF KNOWS WHAT MY FUTURE HOLDS
& WHAT MY LOWER BACK CAN HANDLE ANY MORE
AND HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN ENDURE GOING UP & DOWN STAIRS
AS WHERE I AM NOW IS ONE FLIGHT OF STAIRS OUTSIDE & I CAN
JUST ABOUT MANAGE THAT AS IT IS...
PLEASE COULD ALL OF YOU PRAY FOR ME
THAT I MAKE THE VERY WISEST & BEST POSSIBLE DECISION AS THE LORD CONFIRMS THIS TO ME & REVEALS TO ME HIS CHOICE FOR ME
FATHER IN JESUS'S NAME
REVEAL TO ME WHAT IS YOUR CHOICE FOR ME ABOVE ALL ELSE
I NEED YOU TO HELP ME PLEASE
I KNOW A GROUND FLOOR RENTAL IS THE BEST OF ALL FOR ME
AS FAR AS MY LOWER BACK AND LEGS ARE CONCERNED
BUT ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT HURRICANES WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE
AND IF I NEED TO MAKE A DECISION BASED ON THAT ALONE BUT
RISK DAMAGING MY LOWER BACK FURTHER & RUINING MY CHANCES OF
IT EVER GETTING BETTER IF THAT OCCURS BECAUSE OF GOING UP & DOWN 2 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS CARRYING HEAVY GROCERY PACKAGES & OTHER THINGS
I SEEK YOUR WISDOM & YOUR WILL FOR MY LIFE & MY FUTURE
I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE & A FINAL 100 % PER CENT CONFIRMATION PLEASE...
SUPERNATURALLY & DIVINELY CONFIRM THIS TO ME
AND LEAD ME AND GUIDE ME IN THIS VERY IMPORTANT DECISION
GRANT ME EXTREME DIVINE FAVOR WITH EVERYONE INVOLVED
INCLUDING MY CURRENT LANDLORD MARIA
MY FUTURE LANDLORD HOWARD
MY FRIEND PASTOR RAUL
ALL OF MY MEDICAL DOCTOR'S
AND ALL OF THE AGENCIES WHO ARE ASSISTING ME SINCE
HURRICANE SANDY HAPPENED TO ME AND PUT IN THE SITUATION
THAT I HAVE BEEN IN SINCE OCTOBER OF 2012...
PLEASE HELP ME
I NEED YOU FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
SHOW ME THE RIGHT PATH TO TAKE
AND
LEAD ME BY YOUR PEACE & YOUR GUIDANCE & YOUR HELP
I AM TRUSTING IN YOU ALONE
TO MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE 100 % CLEAR TO ME WITH NO SHADOW OF A DOUBT
AND NO FUTURE REGRETS EITHER ONCE THIS DECISION IS MADE
I CAN'T GET THIS WRONG...I JUST CAN'T
I HAVE NO OTHER OPTIONS AND I HAVE TRIED MY BEST
PLEASE BE WITH ME AND HELP ME
IN MY HUMBLE ESTIMATION
IF I TAKE THE APARTMENT THAT IS 2 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS UP ON THE OUTSIDE
I MAY DAMAGE MY LOWER BACK TO THE POINT OF FURTHER
DETERIORATION AND PHYSICAL DAMAGE WITH NO RECOVERY RIGHT NOW AND
I AM TRYING TO AVOID THAT AT ALL COSTS AS IS HUMANLY POSSIBLE
I CAN'T GRADUATE FROM A CANE RIGHT NOW TO A WHEEL CHAIR
AS THAT WOULD DESTORY ME AS A PERSON AND LEAVE ME IN A WORSE
POSITION THEN I ALREADY AM...
PLEASE HELP ME GOD...
PLEASE HELP ME FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
PLEASE...I AM ASKING YOU TO PLEASE
CONFIRM THE FINAL DECISION TO ME WITH NO SHADOW OF ANY DOUBT
AND WITH NO REGRETS AT ALL...
PLEASE I CRY OUT TO YOU
SHOW ME THE RIGHTEST DECISION TO MAKE TAKING EVERYTHING
INTO FULL CONSIDERATION
AND BLESS ME PLEASE WITH THE VERY BEST CHOICE OF THEM ALL
MAKE THIS MIRACLE HAPPEN FOR ME
AND CROWN MY EVERY EFFORT WITH MUCH OF YOUR GODLY SUCCESS...
I HAVE COME THIS FAR
PLEASE DO NOT FAIL ME NOW
I CAN'T GET THIS WRONG FOR THERE IS TOO MUCH AT STAKE
HELP ME
ABBA--DADDY--FATHER--GOD
IN YOUR SON JESUS'S NAME I PRAY TO YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART
AND HOLY SPIRIT INTERCEDE FOR ME AS WELL PLEASE
IF EVER I NEEDED YOU BLESSED TRINITY IT IS NOW
THANK-YOU DEAREST GOD
IN THE END YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUST AND TURN TO
BECAUSE YOU ALONE ARE MY SOURCE OF WISDOM IN MY LIFE...AND YOU ALONE
KNOW JUST EXCATLY WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR ME AS WELL...
AMEN AND AMEN AND AMEN...XOXOX...
THANK-YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PRAYS FOR ME
I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU MUCH MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER EVER KNOW...
YOU ARE MY FAMILY IN CHRIST JESUS AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU MORE !
XOXOX...I NEED YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE AND THANK-YOU SOO SOO VERY VERY MUCH TO ALL OF YOU HERE AT THIS PRAYER SITE AGAIN ! XOXOX !
AMEN
JESUS IS LORD AND IN HIM DO I PUT ALL OF MY TRUST IN EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE...I NEED THEE OH LORD MY GOD...
May Your Peace Be My Final Guide
May Your Holy Spirit Reveal To Me
What Is Your Perfect Will For Me As Far
As These Two Apartments Are Concerned.
May YOU ALONE confirm this 100% with
no shadow of a doubt please Father In Jesus's Name...
PLEASE
HELP ME MAKE THE VERY WISEST & VERY BEST FINAL DECISION OF THEM ALL WITH ZERO REGRETS TOMORROW WHEN I SEE BOTH APT'S AND SEEK YOUR WISDOM
ONE MORE TIME WITH MY SENIOR CITIZEN FRIEND & WITH PASTOR RAUL...
AMEN XOXOX AND AMEN...
MAY YOUR WORD & YOUR HOLY SPIRIT
ALONE BE MY FINAL GUIDE OH LORD...