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I am so sorry to post again but really need someone to "talk" to as my sister ### isn't well so can't keep burdening her. Worrying about her isn't helping. She is ### and I am so afraid of losing her 💔
As many of you, who have been so faithful in prayer, will know I have many illnesses both physical and mental and have been suffering for a very long time.
Whilst the physical illnesses are unbearable it is the mental illness which is really scaring me.😢
It is impossible to explain but my mind is bombarded every single second with faces, names, songs etc and my mind MAKES me remember who they all are! I even get non-human sounds. My chest goes tight and my heart pounds so hard. I am exhausted as this happens every single second 24/7!
I just CAN'T go on like this. I am exhausted!
I have PLEADED with God to make it stop.
I am on a waiting list to see another psychiatrist but am so afraid of trying another antidepressant as I suffer from Crohn's Disease and am very sensitive to meds so dread any side effects.
I cannot go on living in this dark hole.

PLEASE Jesus if you don't help me soon I don't know what I will do. PLEASE heal ###. Amen

Hi it's ###..this does not sound like depression...I have no idea why the doctors would be trying anti-depressants for you to take when this is more like auditory hallucinations. I'm so sorry you are going through this 24/7 mental torment. My younger brother had schizophrenia. Couldn't take the hearing voices and eventually ended his life. I asked you before but you said it's not schizophrenia. Regardless the Drs gave him all kinds of meds and obviously it did nothing and made everything worse. Really we have to call upon Jesus day and night pleading the blood and stay believing even though it's really hard. My younger brother had a major biking accident/brain injury they could see on the x-ray of his head the brain damage. Then the mental problems all started after that. He was just ### when he died. I am just curious did you have any brain trauma around the time these mental torments started or what exactly started this. I agree the mental sounds way more scary and unbearable than even physical pain. Keeping you in my prayers daily..sorry you're really going through so much!!!!! 🙏 ❤️
 
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