Prayers are much needed

[Gaidam]

So first I want to say God bless you all and thank you for your prayers. I truly appreciate it. Unfortunately by a couple of points I did not pass my board examination. Currently I am in a turmoil of emotions. I am trying to lean into my faith, but it does hurt because of the sacrifice and not seeing the result you expected. I have chances left, but deep inside I don't know if this was God showing me to stop or if it is a lesson. Most people are telling me that if it was a stop then the door would still not be open. Praying for clarity and calmness at this time. Really hoping I get out of this depressive state to keep pushing forward as a doctor. Thanks again.