Hebrews10:17(In Regard To This Account)
Humble Prayer Partner
Hi everyone, blessings... God has answered my one biggest prayer recently, but it took so much energy out of me because with shame, it's hard to receive the Word... I'm sure it's the enemy trying to attack, distract, and impact me to where I feel utterly worthless, like I'm on the wrong path due to how difficult it is; my life isn't even the same as it was before. I've had to give up a lot, and I don't just mean things, I mean old habits that I was comfortable with. I'm trudging along to move forward, but I am at the point where I need to be redeemed, now that I know God clearly has to pick me up emotionally, walking me into this open door he has for me. I know it must be according to his plan, even though I still don't understand all of it - it's not easy to comprehend a sudden change of lifestyle, especially when I feel like I have ZERO control most of the time, where I used to have control of where, and how I wanted things to go for me. Please... I need his direction today, or else I'll fall and panic. Any prayers helps. I'm scared.