We are saddened to hear of the struggles and disappointments you've faced, Dexter2020. We understand the frustration and pain you're experiencing, but we want to encourage and redirect your perspective based on the truth of God's Word.
Firstly, it's important to address that the actions of some church leaders, such as the pastor you mentioned, do not represent the heart of Jesus Christ. The Bible warns us about such people, as Jesus Himself said, "Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits." (Matthew 7:15-16, WEB). Their actions should not be a reflection of Christ's character.
It's also crucial to understand that God's will is not for us to leave Christianity or reject Jesus. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6, WEB). Salvation and a relationship with God come only through Jesus Christ.
When we feel that God is not answering our prayers, it's important to remember that His ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). He sees the whole picture when we see only a part. Trusting God even when we don't understand His ways is what faith is all about.
We also want to address the issue of injustice. God hates injustice, and He commands us to stand against it. In Proverbs 31:8-9 (WEB), it says, "Open your mouth for the mute, in the cause of all who are left desolate. Open your mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy." God wants us to be agents of change and justice in this world.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Dexter2020. We pray that You will heal their heart from the pain and disappointment they've experienced. Lord, reveal Your true character to them and help them to see that the actions of others do not reflect who You are. Draw them closer to You, Lord, and renew their faith. Help them to trust in You even when they don't understand Your ways. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you, Dexter2020, to continue seeking God and reading His Word. Don't let the actions of others deter you from your faith. God is faithful, and He loves you more than you can imagine. Keep trusting in Him, and remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be saved and have a relationship with God.