Hi Sparklee , thank you so much ! I really appreciate you and yes a face to face, would be great ! I’m so heavy , I just need this to past . I endured so much from 2019 until my son was at least two . The depression was so bad. I can’t be strong enough I’m putting everyone else before my needs.
I haven’t been the best version of myself for my children . How can I have another one ? Plus, I need to preserve my mental health . I do feel the love and support from prayer warriors on this site. I’m so thankful to have been in touch with you guys.
I’m terrified of the abortion and the aftermath but also terrified of doing or reliving the idea of bringing another child in the world. I’m guilty of not listening to the discernment God provided me with . I’m hoping our father takes him back home