Hirpil
Disciple of Prayer
Hi prayer warriors I know this prayer request sounds very much bad . I’ve prayed , repented , and prayed asking God to remove this pregnancy. I dreamed of having a miscarriage but the next morning, just spotting . The ER doctor stated that , “ I was experiencing a threatened miscarriage.” The felt of relief was a burden off my mental . I’ve suffered from ptsd from previous pregnancies. I have a 21 year old and a 4 year old . Not to mention the health issues that my youngest has.
My most recent experience was horrible and still is . I started a life with a worldly man and have been given grace and mercy as well as desernment but didn’t listen . God kept warning me . My child and unborn child father isn’t of God and doesn’t put him first . He’s mentally, emotionally , physically abusive . Even in front of our son . He’s obsessed with sex in all sickening ways. I can’t allow another child to be brought up in a situation like this again . I can’t imagine another child with him . My eyes and heart are open wide now .
On Monday , I had a termination appointment( Ive never done this before) that would take two days to complete and I just couldn’t go through with it mentally . Although , it’s best for me in this moment I can’t handle this mentally . It’s taking a toll on my mental health . To the point where I can barely take care of my toddler . I need to be the best version of myself for my two sons I currently have. Just want to know why God just don’t allow me to miscarry.
My most recent experience was horrible and still is . I started a life with a worldly man and have been given grace and mercy as well as desernment but didn’t listen . God kept warning me . My child and unborn child father isn’t of God and doesn’t put him first . He’s mentally, emotionally , physically abusive . Even in front of our son . He’s obsessed with sex in all sickening ways. I can’t allow another child to be brought up in a situation like this again . I can’t imagine another child with him . My eyes and heart are open wide now .
On Monday , I had a termination appointment( Ive never done this before) that would take two days to complete and I just couldn’t go through with it mentally . Although , it’s best for me in this moment I can’t handle this mentally . It’s taking a toll on my mental health . To the point where I can barely take care of my toddler . I need to be the best version of myself for my two sons I currently have. Just want to know why God just don’t allow me to miscarry.
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