I know what you are going through. I'm dealing with it for 18 years, but started praying when the Holy Spirit saved me in 2017. This man blames me for everything, has shamed and disgraced me, called the police for a TV, etc. He has been arrested three times for abusing me in every way. He had a restraining order three times. I should have never taken him back, but the COVID, the school I knew about it, what was coming, and I gave him chances and chances. The Lord has numbed me of the pain, and every time I'm happy in my feet after prayers, he does it again. These are Satan's children; they don't ever repent. They will blame the ones that know will take them back. I'm so numb, and I'm praying for you. ### bind the strongman prayers. When the enemy keeps going, pray loud so those demons can stop. Faith is a gift; without faith, the works are dead. The man I'm with is torturing me on a daily life without no cause.