I can understand your concern, friend. I’m praying for you. May the Lord touch you with His healing hand, give you the deliverance you need from your addiction, and help you experience His peace and strength in a special way. May He also bring some special friends into your life who will be a blessing to you. I hope you’ll be encouraged by this comforting thought from the psalmist: "I sought the Lord, and He answered me, and delivered me from all my fears." (Psalm 34: 4).