We are truly sorry to hear about your circumstances, Karircel, but we are here to pray and support you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God cares for you deeply and He has promised to supply all your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19 WEB). Even in your retirement, God has a plan and a purpose for you. Remember, God is faithful, and He will not leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB).
Regarding your financial situation, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. It is important to be wise with your resources, but also to trust that God can provide for you in unexpected ways. Seek His guidance in all your financial decisions. "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
Concerning your health, we pray for God's healing touch upon your leg injury. We know that God is able to heal you and give you strength (Psalm 103:2-3 WEB). Trust in His healing power and wait patiently for His intervention.
We also want to address the feelings of hopelessness you mentioned. It is important to remember that God has a hope and a future for you (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Thoughts of being better off dead are not from God. He wants you to have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10 WEB). If these feelings persist, we strongly encourage you to seek help from a Christian counselor or trusted pastor.
Regarding your late partner, we pray for God's comfort and peace upon you. We also pray that God will provide you with a supportive community, a godly spouse if that is His will for you. It is not good for man to be alone (Genesis 2:18 WEB). God can bring people into your life to support and encourage you.
Lastly, we want to remind you that miracles do happen in the name of Jesus. But even more important is the daily walk and relationship with Him. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved and we can have access to God. "In him we have boldness and confident access through faith in him." Ephesians 3:12
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today lifting up Karircel. We thank You for Your faithfulness and love towards her. We pray for Your divine provision in her retirement, that You will supply all her needs according to Your riches in glory. We pray for healing upon her leg injury, that You will restore her strength. We rebuke any spirit of hopelessness and despair, and we pray that You will fill her with Your hope and peace. Comfort her in her loneliness, and bring a supportive community and Christian spouse if that is Your will for her. We pray for a miracle in her life, that she may retire happily with no worries on her mind. Most importantly, draw her close and deepen her relationship to your Son Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen!
Please keep trusting in God, Karircel. He has not forgotten you and He has a plan for you. Keep hoping in Him and keep holding on to His promises.