Holly B.
Prayer Partner
Hi family, I know it's been a week but I wanted to catch you guys up on everything. I'm not sure if I was able to give you the praise report or not because there's been so much going on. The last thing that happened was I got a new SUV and only had it for 2 weeks and totaled that and God spared my life praise the Lord. We looked at where the accident was and I stopped in a stop sign and when the ambulance and police showed up the stop sign was nowhere to be found. My husband went back to look at the police and he said he never saw a stop sign. It wasn't technically a stop sign it was in neon sign I remember seeing it specifically and ducking down and that's what stopped the car and he thinks that it wasn't real and maybe it was Supernatural and God put it there to protect me because if not I would have directly went into a phone pole. I came out with nothing but a broken nail and be didn't have a car for a while which was stressful but we did have a rental for a week and then it ran out. Now we do have a SUV and it didn't even better one so God gave us an even better one so praise be to God for the praise report. Also, I don't remember if I told you guys last time we went to court they granted us an extra day of overnights on the weekends. My daughter just went home in my heart is broken but I'm also having faith because the court said on April 21st she is returning home for good. Today I get a knock at the door from the caseworker and she told me that it doesn't look good right now because we both weren't in outpatient since February but there was legitimate excuses for those and we let the counselors know that immediately. One time I was sick and overslept and then the car was totaled and we had no way to get there but every single time I touched base with my counselor and let her know. The case worker is trying to say it might not look good for the court and they might try to hold the baby back from coming home another month or two and I rebuked that in the mighty name of Jesus. They are very demonic and are not for us. I can sense it but I have to love them anyway. I was crying and the enemy was trying to put doubt in my mind but I know that my God said that my little girl could come home for good and I'm sticking to his promise. My counselor called while she was here and I put her on speaker phone and she even told them that I took touch base with her every single time and she's going to write a letter on maybe half and the thing is is she has been booking out about 4 weeks and usually I was be able to get in every week or two but she must be having more clients. She said she already told the caseworker this. As far as my husband goes, he is a brand new counselor so she is kind of learning new things and she was on vacation for 2 weeks. The receptionist at the desk was sick and there was nobody to contact so I just emailed my counselor during that time to let her know so we could reschedule another time. Thankfully she told me she has an opening in a couple days so I'm going to go do that and then the following week I'm going again. My husbands counselor is back from vacation and is going to get him as well. I'm asking that you will all pray that Lily does return home just like the judge promised on April 21st and they don't try to prolong it any longer. I pray that there is no hindrances and that Lily will be coming home April 21st in the mighty name of Jesus I declare and decree it by faith and ever rebuke and ever announce any doubt or anything the enemy tries to put in my mind. I will keep my faith and she will be home in no time. Also, please keep me in prayer because the last two years I haven't had a good birthday or nobody has celebrated mine at all and one of my favorite things about growing up is in my childhood was birthdays so I go all out for everybody else's and then when my turn comes around, I feel rejected and forgot about. I've been having some issues in my marriage. My husband made a poor choice and was pointing the finger at me. I know he's going through his own mental health and I didn't realize the weight of it until now. We have a divide between us right now and I pray that the Lord would unify us again and put the love back in both of our hearts for each other especially before our daughter comes home and we can start fresh as a family. I know this is a lot to ask but I do need you guys to intercede and pray on my behalf because my heart is broken from so many different things but I'm trying to trust completely in the Lord and his word and remember how good He is and He will not fail me now. Thank you all so much for praying and I will keep you updated. In Jesus mighty name I pray. I love you so much Lord.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
