Heavenly Father,
I come before you today in fear and in pain. My heart is deeply broken by my break up with Vincent. It happened all too quickly and I know I am at fault for this. I am sorry for what I have done and what I have failed to do, Lord God. I am sorry for hurting Vincent. He left because he could not handle things anymore and I am sorry for this..
Father, I hope it is not too much to ask for Vincent to come back home. I know Lord God that he has a choice. It is still up to him on whether or not he will come back because I cannot force someone to come back if it is against their personal will. I know and understand that, Lord.. I’m sorry for being selfish..
But if given the chance, Lord God.. I am praying that he will have clarity of mind and that he will come to his senses and realize things.. I know he still has feelings for me and my son, Antonello. He loves us both so much. However, he has not replied yet to any of my messages and he has not been answering any of my calls as well.. I have called him over a thousand times already but he never picked it up, Lord..
I feel so sad, Lord because I cannot accept that he is ignoring me like this. I have a lot of unanswered questions in my head. Does he really want this to happen? Does he really want to break up with me in the first place? Does he even love me and Antonello? Lord, I am very confused. Please help me to also have peace of mind. I have not been sleeping nor have I been eating these past few days. I am deeply affected by our break up. I really love him, Lord and I pray that he will come back home to us.
Lord, I feel so stupid. I have been calling and texting him non-stop since he left but he doesn’t want to come back home.. I am in so much pain, Lord. Please carry me in your arms. Please be with me. Please alleviate the pain that I am feeling right now. Please Lord, I surrender myself to you. Please take care of everything, Lord..
Father, please talk to Vincent for me. I surrender him to you, Lord. Please speak to him and let him realize his mistakes. Please help him to see how much me, Antonello and my mom love him so much. Please take away all the spirit of anger, pain, fear, and anxiety in him. I bind and rebuke every evil spirit covering him right now.. BE GONE IN JESUS’ MIGHTY NAME! I bind and rebuke all the anger in him, Lord. Please help him to see things clearly. I bind and rebuke the spirit that is preventing him from answering all my calls and messages, Lord! BE BROKEN IN JESUS’ NAME! LET LOOSE! DO NOT COME BACK ANYMORE! FREE HIS SOUL, LORD FROM ALL THE EVIL SPIRITS! Please help him to only see your message, Lord. Please speak to him, I lift him all up to you, Father. I know nothing is impossible with you, so please talk to him.. Please please be with him..
Lord, if Vincent does not want to come back anymore, I am praying that I will be able to accept this. I pray that I will be able to move forward with my life. Lord, I am not here to force him to come back. He always has a choice, Lord. But I am praying that he will choose to come back home so that we can fix this, Lord. I am praying that we will have another chance to make things right so that we can both prepare for marriage already, Lord..
If Vincent is for me, Lord then please bring him back home to me. But if he is not for me, then let your will be done, Lord.. Let your will be done. I know you have plans for us, Lord. I lift this all up to you.. You are the only one who can help us..
Father, thank you for hearing my prayer. And to anyone who is praying with me today. Please pray for Vincent as well. I love him very much, and I hope he realizes that.
Thank you so much, Lord! Jesus, I surrender everything to you.. I accept you as my Lord and savior. Please take care of everything..
Amen and Amen!
Vincent, if you are reading this.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Please come back home already.. Antonello misses his Daddy and Best Friend Vincent so much..