Hi brother’s and sister’s. I’m in an urgent situation where I’ve been fighting anxiety and depression everyday, and have realize that I’ve made wrong decisions. Each decision I’ve made in the last month has me back to where I was, and now I’m sure I’ve been voiding where I was suppose to go. I evaded back to my Christian friend, whom we are dating, but I wanted to be with him in person, until I realized we are not physically meant to be together right now, and I ended up fighting with him and causing mental harm and I got hurt, and so did he... every other situation is abusive when I run to it, and I need guidance on how to permanently escape it. My last resort is my mom, who I used to have a bad relationship with, but this is who God has been trying to lead me to the whole time. I need prayer on that relationship to go according to God’s will, and for my Christian boyfriend 7 hours away from there to love me, and for God to give me discernment on that matter soon, to see if we are truly meant to be for our future to come... Thank you for any prayers...