Thank you all for your prayers. The nature of Borderline Personality Disorder is that you have plenty of good days where the person you love seems fine. They seemed to understand their blessings and how much God loves them and their actions and behaviors reflect all that. Then something changes and they turn dark and only focus on the negative. As is often the case with us humans, if we're prone to these types on mental disorders, these folks will lash out at those they know are supposed to love them . . .no matter what. Like a spouse, or children. They're counting on us loving them and NOT leaving. But the verbal, emotional, spiritual abuse we take is devastating. You can actually feel it taking a toll on your psyche . . .on your soul! So please continue to keep my wife and me and my family in your prayers. Since my initial request, when've had some good days . . .and I thank our Lord (and you all for your prayers) for that. But things seem to be turning negative again with her focusing ALOT more on monetary/material things she does not have as opposed to the many blessings God has showered on her. Please keep us in your prayers . . .in Christ's name I pray.