Kokkites
Disciple of Prayer
Pray for my feminine health and healing & protection.trigger:Abortion, Witchcraft (LONG: DETAILED) the enemy hates me and I believe he has a heavy assignment on my life. I need prayers for my feminine health/reproductive & organ health: doctors cannot figure out what is wrong, but I have been having burning when I pee, burning all the time, pain, bloating,foul odor, sickness and I’ve been checked for EVERYTHING, but Drs don’t know what it is and think I’m a hypchondriac so they do not treat me, don’t help me and dismiss me. I have been treated for UTI’s, STD’s, Bacterial VAGINOSIS, Pelvic inflamattory disease, kidney infections, (again doctors cannot find anything so they pre-emptively treat me) and now I’m allergic to some of the antibiotics on top of that nothing seems to work or help me. I have prayed, I have repented, I have renounced, I’ve waited on God but nothing has changed. I’m desperate. I feel like God has left me. (psalm 22). My pre Christian life: ecstasy addict, drinking, new ager, that practiced witchcraft, i had two ABORTIONS (And I believe this is where the enemy really had all access to my life), I cheated on my husband, I was a horrible person. But after All my trauma, pain, suffering and the pain I caused my beloved husband, in 2020 I had a radical encounter with the Lord Jesus Christ. I was drawn to him, i threw away all my tarot cards, my crystal, statues, occult items and more, I was saved, completely born again!! I now share the truth with people, I share with them the dangers of this witchcraft, the gravity of abortion, and I am writing a book! I am very transparent I am very honest. I love Jesus more than anything. And now, the enemy has been coming after me, I feel like I’m being hunted and cannot catch a break. I have random attacks of gallbladder pain, kidney pain, pain at the base of my skull, neck pain, back pain, odor (a foul odor), pain in my uterus, and on top of that I get fainting episodes with shaking, trembling and last night I had one of these episodes that was probably the most severe as I am traveling with my family, boom I begin to shake, confusion hits me, I’m freezing, it feels like I’m about to die, the pain is there but I can’t pinpoint it. I get attacked in dreams a lot too. The most strangest one(I was being hunted down by a mermaid, she stabbed me in my stomach with a trident spear, I began to have gallbladder pain months after) or (waking up kicking and crying after having a dream that I was having sex with a demon) I have prayed to God every day PLEASE BREAK THIS OFF OF ME, I repent, I take it directly to Jesus. I have cried out to Jesus, I have cried out to the Holy Spirit, I have prayed to Father God. But I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, I am obedient to only God and yet I feel like He has abandoned me. I pray for protection in my dreams, I pray for any demonic impartation to leave, I proclaim healing over my body, in the name of Jesus that I may be healed. I pray that God hears my prayers, and anyone praying for me, may the Lord repay you, may He bless you and your family. I just need prayer and protection as I am now with my family on vacation. Thousands of miles away from home, my doctors and I need all of this to be broken off of me I am attacked daily. Not just physically but mentally I am tormented. The enemy wants me to kill myself, how do I know? I heard it in the spirit, while half asleep a growling demon said “kill yourself, Kill your self, kill yourself.” I wouldn’t ever, make this up. Please believe me. Please pray for me. Thank you prayer warriors.