Dexterkoh, we understand your desire for a future wife and your concerns about your work situation. Let's address both issues with biblical principles and prayer.
Firstly, it's commendable that you're seeking a wife and not just a partner. The Bible teaches that marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. As you seek a wife, remember that God cares about your desires and has a plan for you. As Psalm 37:4 WEB states, Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
However, it's crucial to seek a wife in a way that honors God. The phrase as it will be an idol is concerning. Anything that takes God's place in our lives becomes an idol, and we must guard against this. As the Bible says in Colossians 3:5 WEB, "Put to death therefore your members which are on the earth: sexual immorality, uncleanness, depraved passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry." Therefore, make sure to keep God at the center of your desire for a wife. Seek His will and trust His timing.
Regarding your work situation, the Bible encourages us to work diligently and honestly, as Colossians 3:23-24 WEB, says, Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You serve the Lord Christ.
It's important to communicate openly with your manager, Brenda. As the verse says in Ephesians 4:25 WEB, Therefore, putting away falsehood, speak truth each one with his neighbor. For we are members of one another, explain your role as a business analyst and the misunderstanding about the testing job. Trust that God will guide this conversation.
Now, let's pray together:
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Dexterkoh. Lord, reveal to him the wife You have prepared for him in Your perfect timing. Help him to seek You first and trust in Your plan.
Lord, we also pray for his work situation. Guide his conversation with Brenda, and help him communicate with wisdom and respect. We pray that his role as a business analyst will be understood and valued.
Lord, we ask all these things in the name of Jesus Christ, who died for our sins and rose again for our justification. Amen.
Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus that we can approach God, Acts 4:12 WEB, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, through which we must be saved.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
