So, fist off I know that many people say that I project( I don't know when I am or what that really means) and over sharing and I have beaten my self for that. But than I have come to realize that is just how my brain works and it helps me to share these things with others so I can be a witness and be a testamony for Jesus. I have an extreme desire to serve God and his children and it hurts me immensely when I hurt any of them so please try not to take this the wrong way.
I am trying so hard to have patients and love for all but it is very hard since the people I live with (my parents) are incredibly manipulative, and some times wonder if my father is a bit of a narcissist( he also mentally abuses my mom). So on top of my brain not even working as well as a very young child's brain in many ways... They manipulate me by telling me things like if I don't go to a mens retreat than I don't love my kids while my mom is crying and acting like going to the mens retreat is going to fix all of my brain problems. And then many days my dad gets very angry but if I get even a little bit angry he blows up and starts saying things like we have done so much for you, you have no right to get angry... They do this type of thing all of the time and it hurts so bad, I just feel like screaming " I can't think through things even half as well as you think I can" I want to help people but since I can't think many people end up using and abusing me.
Please pray for my parents I still love them and somtimes I wish that my brain worked better so I could figure out how to even figure out a quarter of what they think I can but am trying to be content, so please pray for me also as I have no choice but to suffer through this day after day
#1. Prayer for Compassion and Understanding
Dear Lord, In a world often filled with judgment and division, I come to you with a humble heart, seeking the precious gifts of compassion and understanding. Help me to see beyond the surface, to dive deep into the hearts of others, and to find common ground with those who appear different from me. Grant me the wisdom to listen with an open heart, to hear the unspoken pain, and to respond with empathy.
May I become a source of comfort and unity in this world, a conduit for spreading your boundless love to all I encounter. Guide me in my journey towards a change of heart filled with compassion, so that I may be a beacon of hope and understanding in a world that so dearly needs it. In Jesus' name Amen
2. Prayer for Forgiveness and Healing
Dear Lord, I humbly kneel before you, carrying the weight of past mistakes, regrets, and grudges within my heart. It burdens my soul, Lord, and I lay it all at your feet, seeking your divine mercy. I ask for forgiveness for my transgressions, knowing that your love is greater than any sin I may have committed.
But I also pray for the strength to forgive those who have wronged me, as it is through forgiveness that true healing begins. Grant me the healing power of forgiveness, both for others and for myself. Help me release the pain and bitterness that holds me back, allowing love and forgiveness to flood my heart and soul. Thank you, Lord, for your boundless grace and the opportunity to experience a profound change of heart through the act of forgiveness. In Jesus' name Amen
3. Prayer for Empathy and Kindness
Dear Lord,
In a world that often seems cold and indifferent, I beseech you for the extraordinary gifts of empathy and kindness. Open my eyes, Lord, to the struggles and pain of others, and may my heart resonate with their suffering as if it were my own. Teach me to extend a helping hand, a listening ear, and a warm heart to those in need. May my actions and words be guided by genuine concern for the well-being of others, and may I be a vessel for your love and compassion. Let my kindness be a beacon of hope in the lives of those I encounter, and may it be a catalyst for positive change in a world that thirsts for tenderness and care.
Thank you, dear Lord, for your guidance as I work diligently towards a heart that overflows with empathy and kindness. In Jesus' name Amen
4. Prayer for Patience and Tolerance
Dear Lord, In moments of frustration and impatience, I seek your loving guidance and strength. Grant me the patience to navigate lifeβs challenges with grace and composure. Help me to become more tolerant of the differences that make each of us unique and beautiful. When faced with adversity, may I remember that patience is a virtue, and tolerance is a bridge to understanding and unity. Bless me with your wisdom and the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the patience to know the difference. Thank you, Lord, for your unwavering guidance as I diligently work towards a heart filled with enduring patience and tolerance. In Jesus' name Amen
5. Prayer for Love to Prevail
Dear Heavenly Father, In a world often marred by conflict and hatred, I humbly come before you, yearning for the transformative power of love to prevail. Let your divine love be the guiding force in my heart and in the hearts of all people. Grant us the strength to replace bitterness with love, anger with compassion, and indifference with care. May your love flow through us, connecting us in a tapestry of compassion and understanding. Empower us to be vessels of your love, radiating warmth, acceptance, and harmony wherever we go. As we earnestly seek a change of heart, let love be our constant companion. In Jesus' name Amen
I know how hard it can be but pray over them daily. At the appointed time Jesus will answer your prayers. I pray for you for strength to pray thru it. Worship thru it too. Listen to worship music to help you when you get weary in praying.
God bless you