Elachoos
Disciple of Prayer
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### thunk of it's ### days that's ### parents must really loves ###! Theys just donts know all the weighs to shows ###. Just eemagine ### dad is saying he loves ### when he is yelling at ### or what ever it's ### does that ### thinks it's is ### beeing means to ###.Who is ### and ### to deeside what's from the gods corrections and what is from ### peoples?
We I do kind of agree with you that they dont understand. But my father can barely handle not getting his own way and I if I wants to stay here I have to drop everything Im doing at the time to come to his every becond call. Maybe that is easy for some but I am not able to think though things as well as most people can so it hurts my brain. So ya I can tell dad loves me he is very controlling wich makes it hard to talk to him about how he is hurting me. If you think about it could you pray that I would be able to handle thing better?I thunk of its 2 days thats ### parents must really loves you! Theys just donts know all the weighs to shows you. Just eemagine you dad is saying he loves you when he is yelling ats you or what ever it's he does that you thinks it's is him beeing means to use.
So, first off I know that many people say that I project (I don't know when I am or what that really means) and over share and I have beaten myself for that. But then I have come to realize that is just how my brain works and it helps me to share these things with others so I can be a witness and be a testimony for Jesus. I have an extreme desire to serve God and his children and it hurts me immensely when I hurt any of them so please try not to take this the wrong way.
I am trying so hard to have patience and love for all but it is very hard since the people I live with (my parents) are incredibly manipulative, and sometimes wonder if my father is a bit of a narcissist (he also mentally abuses my mom). So on top of my brain not even working as well as a very young child's brain in many ways... They manipulate me by telling me things like if I don't go to a men's retreat then I don't love my kids while my mom is crying and acting like going to the men's retreat is going to fix all of my brain problems. And then many days my dad gets very angry but if I get even a little bit angry he blows up and starts saying things like we have done so much for you, you have no right to get angry... They do this type of thing all of the time and it hurts so bad, I just feel like screaming "I can't think through things even half as well as you think I can" I want to help people but since I can't think many people end up using and abusing me.
Please pray for my parents I still love them and sometimes I wish that my brain worked better so I could figure out how to even figure out a quarter of what they think I can but am trying to be content, so please pray for me also as I have no choice but to suffer through this day. Dear ###, please help this young man
Dear Heavenly Father please help this young man who is in a stressful state of mind let his parents find peace in their lives so they can stop hurting their son May the power of love, peace enter their lives AmenSo, first off I know that many people say that I project (I don't know when I am or what that really means) and over share and I have beaten myself for that. But then I have come to realize that is just how my brain works and it helps me to share these things with others so I can be a witness and be a testimony for Jesus. I have an extreme desire to serve God and his children and it hurts me immensely when I hurt any of them so please try not to take this the wrong way.
I am trying so hard to have patience and love for all but it is very hard since the people I live with (my parents) are incredibly manipulative, and sometimes wonder if my father is a bit of a narcissist (he also mentally abuses my mom). So on top of my brain not even working as well as a very young child's brain in many ways... They manipulate me by telling me things like if I don't go to a men's retreat then I don't love my kids while my mom is crying and acting like going to the men's retreat is going to fix all of my brain problems. And then many days my dad gets very angry but if I get even a little bit angry he blows up and starts saying things like we have done so much for you, you have no right to get angry... They do this type of thing all of the time and it hurts so bad, I just feel like screaming "I can't think through things even half as well as you think I can" I want to help people but since I can't think many people end up using and abusing me.
Please pray for my parents I still love them and sometimes I wish that my brain worked better so I could figure out how to even figure out a quarter of what they think I can but am trying to be content, so please pray for me also as I have no choice but to suffer through this day after day
###...My brother goes into God constantly. No matter what goes on around you or what you are thinking. He knows you deeper than you know yourself. When we hurt, he knows how. When we are rotten (not you), he knows it. When we hurt to love he knows that too and he can mend and start to mend it all, if we just constantly go into him. I remember 3 years ago, God broke me from a 25 year stronghold, because even though I was rotten and did wrong, I would on my way cry out, return home I cried and begged and cried out...he never let me goUm.... I sure hope you are not just assuming that what I am going through is in any way my fault.