Chaiban
Disciple of Prayer
Praise the lord dear mumma mary and ABBA Jesus I'm so sorry but I lost every hope of life I can't live like this anymore I've given up everything please take care of my son I'm submitting him in your hands he has no one after me he's just 11 please let him do whatever he wants in his life he's a very pamperd kid I don't know how but today I'm gonna kill myself my failures lead me in this condition I really can't bare this mental pain physically I can handle anything but mentally I can't take it anymore please forgive my sins and please don't let me fail this time I really can't handle this pain please accept my soul in your feets please don't save me this time please