Chaiban
Disciple of Prayer
Praise the Lord dear ### and ABBA Jesus I'm so sorry but I lost every hope of life I can't live like this anymore I've given up everything please take care of my son I'm submitting him in your hands he has no one after me he's just ### please let him do whatever he wants in his life he's a very pampered kid I don't know how but today I'm gonna kill myself my failures lead me in this condition I really can't bear this mental pain physically I can handle anything but mentally I can't take it anymore please forgive my sins and please don't let me fail this time I really can't handle this pain
please accept my soul in your feet please don't save me this time please
