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About a month or two has passed, and still God has not answered my prayers. I am impatient and scared that He will leave me without my answered desires, and I will stay feeling sad, helpless and lost. among other things. I can't stay that way, I can't stay feeling this pain. It's been with me 2 years now, and nothing has been able to make it go away. Only God can help me now, and only God can give me what I need. (And) what I need, is for God and Jesus to answer my prayer (requests.)
I've read that Jesus said miracles can happen very easily with God. I read that these miracles may be small, large, and insignificant, but they still happen. Nothing is impossible, and all is possible. That's what I believe. That's why I believe that God and Jesus can give me the changes I ask for. I feel choked up, talking about this. It reminds me of the pain that comes with disappointment and false hope. Once, I thought that what I asking Them was too selfish for them to grant. What I'm asking is big, but I don't feel it's selfish. But I'm asking for a friend. A specific one. Her name's Kiarra.
But, I'm also asking for an injury, so I can't play basketball or run track anymore. I would've asked for another way out of those two things, but for me, there is no other way out of those things. In a way, if the injury doesn't happen, it's a non-nonnegotiable, at least it REALLY feels like it.
On top of that, I'm for a better life for me and my mom, dad, and brother. They've all,- we've all,- been poisoned by someone else's hatred, and mistreatment. It's tore us apart on the inside. And for a few of us, the effects of what's happened has left us, seem unable to be healed.
Why is it that nothing has happened yet?
I don't understand. God has granted others their desires. big or small. He's just kind that way.
So, why haven't I been that lucky?
Have I done something wrong?
And, please do not say that God has something better for me in mind.
Don't say that I should just let this all go.
I can't. All of it, it means too much to me.
Nothing could be better, than my wish being granted.
I don't want something different.
Cannot fathom something different.
I do thank God for the good things I do have in my life. But the bad things that are present always seem to out-way the good.
I feel like crying, a lot of the day. And end up crying, a lot of the night.
Asking God why He's left me feeling this way for so long.
Asking Him what I've done wrong.
Asking Him what I can do to get Him to bless me with what I ask.
I beg Him,every night for my wish to come true.
It's what I need.
I know what I need, and this is what I need.
Does anyone know any (powerful) prayers I could speak? To ensure that God will bless me with what I ask.
I'm willing to give up my talents in sports so that my family and I can be happy.
So that my wish will be granted.
I Thank Everyone Who Reads This, and Wish Them All Good Fortune.
Thank You.
I've read that Jesus said miracles can happen very easily with God. I read that these miracles may be small, large, and insignificant, but they still happen. Nothing is impossible, and all is possible. That's what I believe. That's why I believe that God and Jesus can give me the changes I ask for. I feel choked up, talking about this. It reminds me of the pain that comes with disappointment and false hope. Once, I thought that what I asking Them was too selfish for them to grant. What I'm asking is big, but I don't feel it's selfish. But I'm asking for a friend. A specific one. Her name's Kiarra.
But, I'm also asking for an injury, so I can't play basketball or run track anymore. I would've asked for another way out of those two things, but for me, there is no other way out of those things. In a way, if the injury doesn't happen, it's a non-nonnegotiable, at least it REALLY feels like it.
On top of that, I'm for a better life for me and my mom, dad, and brother. They've all,- we've all,- been poisoned by someone else's hatred, and mistreatment. It's tore us apart on the inside. And for a few of us, the effects of what's happened has left us, seem unable to be healed.
Why is it that nothing has happened yet?
I don't understand. God has granted others their desires. big or small. He's just kind that way.
So, why haven't I been that lucky?
Have I done something wrong?
And, please do not say that God has something better for me in mind.
Don't say that I should just let this all go.
I can't. All of it, it means too much to me.
Nothing could be better, than my wish being granted.
I don't want something different.
Cannot fathom something different.
I do thank God for the good things I do have in my life. But the bad things that are present always seem to out-way the good.
I feel like crying, a lot of the day. And end up crying, a lot of the night.
Asking God why He's left me feeling this way for so long.
Asking Him what I've done wrong.
Asking Him what I can do to get Him to bless me with what I ask.
I beg Him,every night for my wish to come true.
It's what I need.
I know what I need, and this is what I need.
Does anyone know any (powerful) prayers I could speak? To ensure that God will bless me with what I ask.
I'm willing to give up my talents in sports so that my family and I can be happy.
So that my wish will be granted.
I Thank Everyone Who Reads This, and Wish Them All Good Fortune.
Thank You.