Iβm sorry to hear about how youβre feeling, friend. I just said a prayer for you asking the Lord to surround you with His loving presence and help you experience His peace, joy, and strength in a special way during this time. Should you need a listening ear, Focus on the Family has free licensed counselors that you can call at 1-800-A-FAMILY. A friend of mine found them very caring and encouraging. I hope you feel better soon, friend. Hang in there!