littlestarsmum
Beloved Warrior
I’m so sorry to hear that, friend. This is a hard thing to go through. Are you seeing a marriage therapist/counselor? I just said a prayer for you and your husband, asking God to bring healing and hope to your marriage. I’d suggest that you check out Gray Chapman’s book: Loving Your Spouse When You Feel Like Walking Away: Real Help for Desperate Hearts in Difficult Marriages. I know your situation isn’t easy right now, but stay strong. May God be the strength of your heart and your refuge. Sending hugs your way.