proman89
Disciple of Prayer
hi my name is Priscilla I have been sick for a while now since I was 19 I'm now gonna be 24 and still sick. I have low platelets, my bones always hurt, my neck, my abdomen and now my stomach I can't sleep I wake up like every hour because of stomach pain and uncomfortableness my stomach feels really weird I have this bacteria that causes ulcers and cancer I hope I have none of those I'm scared to get an endoscopy because of the procedure and of what they will find in my stomach judging on how it feels. I go to school and I'm looking for work currently.. I really want to get dedicated to work school and god but this bacteria and everything else that my body has is slowing me down I feel sick everyday I don't feel normal so everyday im sad and frustrated and not happy.. Im sometimes mean and I don't want to be but it's just I don't feel well and my family doesn't understand that. They see me young and so they think I feel fine but I really don't from no where. Then last time my mom said I should worry cuz I have the sickness spirit inside me and that I didn't like .. please pray for god to heal my whole body that I may once again kno what it's like to feel healthy for a while that he may heal my mind body and spirit.. I will really appreciate it.. I want to better my relationship with god but not feeling well everyday just gets me down and I don't want it too cuz I know god is bigger than this and I can do this.. please pray thank you