Please pray for my family and I.

[Girl Left Behind]

Please pray for my family and I. Tomorrow my 17 year old has court and I am really worried and scared. It's making my anxiety so bad it's all I can do to not freak out because our court system where I live is not fair, and does not care about your situation or take anything into consideration. Your automatically guilty and put on probation at the least so they can make alot of money off you through court costs and probation fees. Our family has been going through so much in the past year when we lost my sister expectedly, just 6 hours before her 40th Birthday. We were more than sisters, we were the best of friends. We talked 24/7, and she and her two kids lived with us off and on since we were old enough to move out on our own. She was by my side when I delivered both my kids, and even cut my son's umbilical cord. We were pregnant together with both our kids, our kids were as close as can be, bestfriends from birth. We spent all holidays together. We were all the family we had after our parents passed away from cancer way too early in life. We were always there for each other, keeping each other going. I was diagnosed with a rare Lung disease at 30 years old in 2010 after being lifeflighted and spending 6 weeks in ICU, having several major lung surgeries, and given a 5% chance to make it. Doctors could not tell me how long I have because the lung disease is so rare and only seen in elderly patients. She and much husband never had any issues. Her death has been the hardest thing we have dealt with. It's been nine months and we have not begun to heal. Everyday is a struggle for me mentally physically and emotionally. We do the best we can financially to make it pay to pay. I am sick all the time because my immune system is so bad due to my lung disease. I have a 21 year old son with pretty severe learning disabilities. And a 17 year old dealing with some learning disabilities and has trouble dealing with many different things. He has anxiety about everything and often takes it out on me verbally. It causes my 15 years marriage alot of problems. I have not had so much as a one night break in many years, and it's stressing me out so bad. I feel like I'm at a breaking point and giving up. I find myself thinking about ending my life when it gets bad. I wont commit suicide but lately been wishing I would just die so I would be with my sister and parents, and not dealing with all this. Especially since we have court tomorrow and I am so anxious and worried. I need prayer for me and my son in court tomorrow. I know the judge is not understanding. And our family really needs a break. We could really use some luck for a change to help us heal. Please pray for us, that everything goes okay in court. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, and for praying for my family as we go through this. I love my family with all my heart!

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[goodnewslad]

i do wish and pray for you that complications are at a minimum even none and you find relief for stress and anxiety     i pray your sons are met with good people who will help and guide them and even in later life be kind with them.      "come unto ME " those WORDS of Jesus are for any and all situations    in our lives   "what a friend we have in JESUS      and should your day go other than how you hope,    i pray GOD to give you the wisdom and insight and courage to face any and all situations    look to JOB as hE said "though HE slay me yet will i love HIM,      JOB relinquished everything trusting GOD    you know what they say when a door closes another opens   we have to have faith,     i agree the courts may not be fair   no doubt they are exploiting every and anyone to their advantage     we even read in the Scriptures how "the poor are brought before the magistrate       so it is today also     my prayers for you be well be lucky be trusting be healthy and well be courageous    and be free     amen in HIS BLESSED NAMES  JESUS   all glory and honor to HIM  

 

[Prayer boy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sonya Frazier]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lookingforhealing]

I am sorry to hear about your situation. That is truly a lot that you are going through. Just remember that God never gives us more than we can bare. He knows what is best for us. I pray that God watch over you and your family, and that everything goes well for you tomorrow at court. I pray for God's favor to be upon you. You have to stay strong for your boys and for your husband. It takes a special person to care for Special Needs children. God must have known you were strong enough to handle that. He is with you. Be well.

 

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