mitchandkay
Beloved of All
Jesus DOES love you and He ALWAYS has , you are letting satan feed you all these lies , you need to get into the word of God and read what God has to say about you . As far as life being a test , all of us come short to " passing " , but we are to learn from our mistakes and go on . You say that the Lord has stopped blessing you , do you say that because you are not getting your prayers answered the way you want them to , could it be that God wants you to do something different than what you are doing ? The bible tells us that if we ask for wisdom then He will give it to us , I suggest that you get alone with the Lord and let Him speak to you . Blessings !