Stelerise
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, I'm not going to lie to you, I am still in love with ###, and I'm still praying for him and I, every time I pray that God will reveal my true love that I'm supposed to be with ### keeps coming to mind, and I know that right before he and I met, I asked God to reveal to me my true love that he had meant for me, and he revealed to me 2-3 maybe 4 times ###, and something inside of me in my heart, soul, and spirit won't let go, and something keeps telling me to hold on and not give up on him, and I still strongly believe that God put him and I together and we're meant to be, but ### needs to get things fixed within him first, I'm still not with anyone, and not looking, I'm relying on God, putting ### and I back together again somehow, and someway,......### told me when we first started talking that he prayed for someone, and he told me his prayers, and I haven't said anything to him about my prayers at that time, and it blew my mind, because it was similar to the prayers I'd been praying so I really in truly know within my heart, soul, and spirit that ### and I are meant to be..... so please pray for me and ###, he is the one that I fell in love with, and he's the one that just up and left me,..... I believe with all my heart he is the one meant for me, because I prayed about it, and I believe that God revealed him to me 3-4 times like in a vision right before we got together, because the guy in my vision resembled him, and then him and I got together, and then all this took place, and he left me and broke my heart, it's a long story, but I'll tell you about it all when I get to see you, but the reason that I think he's the one meant for me is because even after all that I told you yesterday, I pray for God to reveal my true love, my true mate that is really in truly meant from him God himself, and ### keeps popping in my mind, and it's like my heart, soul, and spirit won't let go like it did with all the others in the past, and I keep on getting him and his name every time I pray to God about someone coming in my life, and believe me I have tried to let go, and I have tried to go on with my life, but something keeps telling me to hang on, and keep praying for ###, but please pray for us, and that God will work things out, and him and I get back together, and that things will work out for the better this time, he really is a good person, I think that he is confused and mixed up, because he lost his wife to a drug overdose 2-3 years ago, and they were going through a divorce because of it, because she wouldn't listen to him and get off of it, and he blames himself because he didn't stick with her and try harder, to get her off of it, and everyone blamed him, because he walked out, and since that he blames himself, and he's not the fault, at least he tried, but the reason he left me is because he said that he didn't think that he could ever love anyone again, and he closed his heart up to love because of this, his aunt told him that he lost the best thing that's ever happened to him, and he said " I know, but I couldn't give her the love that she wanted" he said " I don't think I can love again, like I did ### (which was his wife that died), but everything was going great until he and I moved to ###, and then after he got around his oldest daughter, everything fell apart, I really don't understand that, and don't know why, but I feel that he has some things that he needs to work out, and I feel that God doesn't want me to give up on him (###), I feel that God led us together for a reason, he was praying for someone when I came along, and his prayer was almost the same as mine, and I feel that we were meant to be, but he just needs to be worked on, and then God will bring him back to me, so please pray for him, and pray for us and our relationship to be restored, please get a prayer chain started!!!! Asap..... Thank you, and I love you Girl
