Brother James
Beloved of All
Please pray for me. I have been feeling depressed, down and bitter. Nothing makes me happy anymore. My marriage makes me unhappy. My husband is a difficult toxic man that caused a lot of pain and suffering. Even though I have forgiven him. I can't forget or trust him. I doubt I can let it go. He has hurt me too many times. So I'm guarding my heart by ignoring him, but it's too hard because we live together and have sons. Every time he talks to me, I get angry and I don't want to work it out. I feel my feelings were never validated in this relationship and he has it too easy. I also feel I can't trust anyone, even my own sons. I feel they side with their dad a lot and don't know the truth. That their father is a difficult man. He lies, manipulates and treats me awful. I pray the Lord, can help me out of this situation and sadness. I ask for justice. I ask for the truth. I ask for my happiness and peace in Jesus Christ name Amen
Read the book of Hosea in the Bible KJV, there are promises from God for our marriages and our families found there. In Jesus put a hedge around my marriage, around my husband, turn away other lovers, restore us unto You and restore us unto each other in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Through Christ Jesus we have more power over our spouses than they have over themselves.