I know that it is easier said than done but with Jesus help we all can do: "Be still and know that I am God." Trust Him, know that He is taking good care of you. I'm praying with you. To briefly share the aspect of submission (I was never good at that because I was so persistent in all that I did and wanted to secure a good job, so, as we all know, the prince of this world control most of teh work environment and I suffered greately but one day I decided to ask: "What do you want me to do God? Until you answer me, I'm doing nothing but pray and trust you'll find a solution for me".
God will find a way for you. I'm praying for you and no matter the results of this trial, know that sometimes what may look bad at first, may hide a jewel of benefits. Stay put in prayer, knowing that your Heavenly Father has your bets interest in mind and that He is more powerful than Satan.
It always helped me to repeat out loud: 'If He is for me, who can be against me?"
Brother or sister, you are in my prayers. Please consider repeating his promises for security and prosperity. They change our mind into believing of what is possible for us, Christians, sons and daughters of the Kind.
Many blessings toy