Please pray for me for like everything I’m so stressed out and I have all these problems and my heart condition is always bad and I’m always feeling sick and because of that I can’t really do anything at all and I feel helpless and scared and everything and I’m like loosing it and on the verge of tears but I can’t cry cause then that makes my heart worse and I’m always feeling dizzy and I’m not okay and lately I’ve just been far away from God and I never really want to pray and stuff anymore and when I do I always get interrupted and I’m getting annoyed at everything especially at my mum for like no reason maybe cause I’m so stressed and everyone and I feel like just gonna scream and lose it and I’ve been a Christian for like a year but the whole year I’ve just been doubting if I’m saved because I feel like I came to God for like the wrong reasons but that’s just probably a lie and I just feel like I’m truly saved but I want to be but idk I want to be for the right reasons and my mind is always going crazy and I can’t think straight and I can’t really sleep well anymore and I feel like I’m always under attack and berthing from lately had just like gotten to me and I haven’t really prayed out all this because it’s so hard to and I don’t really know how to pray and I don’t know what to say and I’m sorry this is so long 
