Thomasd1
Beloved Servant
Please pray about my problem relatives. I feel confused about what to do as they mainly ignore me, slander, and talk behind my back. When I go to their functions, it's a competition for them—striving, rivalling, arguing, or jealousy, Godless talk. Many of them rubbish the Bible, Jesus, and God and are impious, disrespectful, or totally despise me if they are not totally scorning me by disregarding me like I'm dead. I have distanced myself as they vex me, making me upset. Please pray for the situation. I don't feel they will be saved. It is not my fault. They all gang up against me, drinking, criticizing me, saying I am judging them when I am not but just saying God's word.
My mother is ### and does rock n roll dancing and said she feels like I am judging her, but I am not. I just feel that the gestures are lewd in that dancing with satanic music and worshipping and drugs. I gave her a Bible; she basically in the end rubbished it and me, saying she doesn't understand it or want it as I was encouraging her to read it. Many times I feel like giving up, especially on my relatives. Yes, I am not perfect, but I am trying to follow the Lord for 24 years, made mistakes, fallen, and keep trying to walk on the straight and narrow path.
My mother is ### and does rock n roll dancing and said she feels like I am judging her, but I am not. I just feel that the gestures are lewd in that dancing with satanic music and worshipping and drugs. I gave her a Bible; she basically in the end rubbished it and me, saying she doesn't understand it or want it as I was encouraging her to read it. Many times I feel like giving up, especially on my relatives. Yes, I am not perfect, but I am trying to follow the Lord for 24 years, made mistakes, fallen, and keep trying to walk on the straight and narrow path.
