Thomasd1
Beloved Servant
Please pray about my problem relatives.I feel confused what to do as they mainly ignore me, slander and talk behind my back or when I go to their functions it's a competition for them,striving, rivalling, arguement or jealousy, Godless talk. Many of them rubbish the bible, Jesus and God and are impious, disrespectful or totally despise me if they are not totally scorning me by disregarding me like I'm dead. I have distanced myself as they vex me making me upset. Please pray for situation. I don't feel they will be saved. It is not my fault. They all gang up against me drinking criticising me saying I am judging them when I am not but just saying Gods word. My mother is 70 and does rock n roll dancing and said she feel like I am judging her but I am not I just feel that the gestures are lewd in that dancing with satanic music and worshipping and drugs. I gave her a bible she basically in the end rubbished it and me saying she doesn't understand it or want it as I was encouraging her to read it. Many times I feel like giving up especially on my relatives. Yes I am not perfect but trying to follow the Lord for 24 years made mistakes, fallen and keep trying to walk on straight and narrow path.