I’m so sorry to hear about your situation, friend. I just said a prayer for you. May the Lord work mightily in your circumstances, deliver you from your struggles, and help you experience His peace and joy in a special way. Should you ever need a listening ear, Focus on the Family has free licensed counselors that you can call at 1-800-A-FAMILY. A friend of mine found them very caring and encouraging. I hope you’ll be encouraged by this thought from the psalmist: “The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles” (Psalm 34:17).