I would really appreciate continued prayer for my dog Cocoa and myself while at the same time I have been getting on here and praying for others too. God almighty knows I have been going through a lot Since January but I want to start with my loving dog Cocoa. She was adopted and from the moment she met the dog I already had, it was instant love and friendship, for years they played daily, cleaned each other, slept together, they woke up happy because of each other. One night, my dog went out to go potty and some how he got out of our large yard and went to a very busy street near by and was hit by a car. I searched for him all over and finally found him on the side of busy road, he was still alive and died in my arms in the back seat of friends car on the way to the emergency vet. I was crushed, not just for me, but for I what I knew Coco would face. He was her everything. This still brings me to tears just talking about this. She looked for him every day, and grieved and grieved every day every year since, the older dog I had still had was a mama boy and didn't play with her or anything. Then in January Cocoa, and My other dog Spencer (Older) started getting sick on and off, so did I,
Cocoa had a huge lump on her side growing and had to have surgery to remove it, the stitches would not stay after removed, we have been to the vet at least 100 times treating the wound, it was NOT cancer I Thanks the Good Lord. and Then, I knew Spencer would pass soon as he was 15 1/2. but it did not make it easier. He passed away July 24th at home under Vet care for pain and I was with him and holding him when it happened. It hit me much harder than I thought. He was my son, (I was not able to have kids) he was my buddy and so sweet. I hope I gave him a good life. Cocoa got sick again as did I, I have severe psoriasis, psoriatic psoriasis, and had an allergic reaction to something, Cocoa had a urinary infection, we both healed and then the dog passed away, and then My ear plugged up, Dr, said fluid behind ears, the steroids and Claritin did not work or help,
Cocoa was diagnosed with Anemia. very low red blood cells, and is on steroids now, I went back to the Dr, and now I am on day 2 of antibiotics, a med for nausea, Sudafed. I have middle ear infection, the fluid behind ears and extreme vertigo, I have tried home remedied also and cant seem to find any relief and my ear will not unplug. I am so worried what happens if this round of meds don't work for us. Every day is so uncomfortable, I feel awful in my own body. I believe in Lord Jesus who died for my sins, I pray I read scripture (Not enough probly) but I feel he knows me and I him. I'm feeling tired of fighting, I'm fearing no happiness again, I am 51. Please pray for the dog and me to return in health. Please agree that The Lord with restore me and Cocoa and banish any and all evil and illness in or around our lives. I need this help, please, I am feeling mentally I cannot handle anymore.