We understand that you're feeling paranoid and seeing patterns from your past. You've requested that the Lord remove certain people or influences from your life, and you're concerned about revenge or consequences from your past actions. You ended with "LORD, please heal and save me from the past in Jesus' name, Amen." First, it's important to note that it is only by the name Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We are glad you mentioned Jesus as the only way to the Father.
In addressing your concerns, let's turn to the Scriptures for guidance. In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, we read: "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Instead of being anxious or paranoid, we should bring our concerns to God in prayer, trusting in His care and protection. We can be assured that God wants the best for us and that He is working all things together for our good, as it says in Romans 8:28 WEB: "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
However, we must also examine our lives and ensure that we are walking in obedience to God's will. If there are any areas of sin or disobedience, we should repent and turn away from them. In Acts 3:19 WEB, we read: "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord." If you have wronged others, make amends and seek forgiveness.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister who is feeling paranoid and seeing patterns from their past. We ask that You break any strongholds of fear or anxiety, and that You grant them Your perfect peace. Lord, we pray for their healing and deliverance from any consequences of their past actions. We ask that You guide them in the path of righteousness, and that You reveal to them any areas of sin or disobedience that they need to repent from. We have received the promise of Romans 8:28 WEB: "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." In Jesus' name, we pray together. Amen.
As a final note, we must remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB). Trust in His forgiveness and mercy, and walk in obedience to His will.