Oh, Holy Spirit, I humbly come to you who is always active and present within my home. It has been over a year since I fell from grace and became unemployed and remain so up to this day. My status has remained that way ever since the coronavirus pandemic.
During these seasons, my ordeal have been facing far more negative events because of my demonic influences, the latest being the recent news of the death of my aunt followed by the announcement of her funeral.
My daily battle over my lower back pain, thigh pains or left knee joint pain that I endured because of the presence of my demonic influences still continues. I'm still not 100% recovered from these despite raising many prayers. I don't know when I will fully recover because of demonic influences. Once again, I ask you to accept my imperfections, step in, get involved and destroy my demonic influences so that I can gain victory and find peace through physical and biblical meditation.
I'm still struggling to walk straight and putting strain on my lower back for many weeks now because of my bulging stomach with excess weight around my waist and because of my muscular imbalances and postural distortions that pull my pelvis and spine out of their natural healthy alignment causing my "cross syndrome". You may be watching me every day but as the lost, forgotten sheep of the body, I'm still suffering physically every day and losing the fight. My "repetitive trauma" is pulling my body out of whack and causing internal damage every minute of every single day. Now I spend my time falling to sleep in silence hoping that my spiritual cavalry will finally come to my rescue and help me only to hear ringing in my ears.
I made a choice to protect my family members by going for suitable roles with 100% remote working opportunities while the easing of Covid restrictions were in place for England. Now that both the working from home and social distancing guidance by the UK government have been removed on 19th July. Businesses now must make sure there is a supply of fresh air to indoor spaces where there are people present. This can be natural ventilation through opening windows, doors and vents, mechanical ventilation using fans and ducts, or a combination of both. The other is cleaning more often as part of hygiene.
I really do not know how this sudden change of guidance for both working from home and offices by the UK government will alter my decision and choice regarding hybrid working while the Delta variant of Covid is still present and the only solution offered by the medical scientists seem to be vaccines preventing hospitalisations and death from COVID-19. There are all kinds of side effects. Nothing works! Period! There is no common sense. They are blatantly ignoring the vaccine reports what real damage the vaccines are actually causing in terms of injuries and covid vaccine deaths. But they are still doing it.
Meanwhile, the Delta variant continues to run riot and cannot be stopped by any “god of science” Covid-19 vaccines or any so-called "god of science" Covid-19 booster vaccines made by medical scientists. How many of these can a human body take before a healthy person is either permanently injured with a disability or die as a victim? Only you, the true and natural medical scientist as our only hope, can step in and permanently shut down Covid and its variants as the real solution.
Now my only ray of hope is continually updating my job skills from home while being told by recruiters online that there are no suitable roles available for me. They may be busy but it has been silence for me.
You know my heart. You already seen my requirements from my personal areas of life goals that I drafted and tidied up. You requested that everyone in my family create their own goals. I have created and updated mine. If you now have any objections to my eleven areas of life with the eighteen goals set within the eleven different life areas, surely you would have commented by now. Every disappointment, every defeat, every detour, every denial is setup for my comeback. Rejection is your redirection. No means "Next Opportunity," You have something better in store, I only need to wait. With your help, I will overcome every obstacle. Your superabundant favour shall find me, surround me, chase me, go before me, and grant me the desires of my heart. I pray for a swift turnaround, the sudden explosion of miracles and blessings in my career, finances, family, and my future. I pray that this year shall not end without me receiving multiple job offers/contracts in my hands and my name. I believe I will soon return to work and doing what I really enjoy if it is the right job that you want me to have according to your will. But working for who, what or where and doing what sort of job, I still do not have a clue.
I endured this stubborn resistance for nearly 15 weeks since I was forced by my family members to turn down an offer of employment back in late April because it was 60% in the office and 40% remote working. Since then, I have been trying to sell the 100% remote working idea as Plan A making it more palatable by offering to work at the office 2 days per month. But it has already become clear that it is not possible to have 100% remote working as prospective employers won’t even consider this idea. They don't work like that. They want me to sort things out there and then, face-to-face. Furthermore, they are more likely looking at the 2-3 days a week benchmark which they all seem to want. As a result, that idea has virtually dried up and withered without any fruit with no Plan B on the horizon as a backup. Complete failure has been the ultimate outcome as expected.
Now, I wait in complete silence for the breakdown of that stubborn spirit of mind set resistance among head-hunters, recruiters, hiring managers and decision makers of direct employers to be smashed into many pieces and crushed into dust before any breakthrough can be made. You said in Jeremiah 32:27 "I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?" I have now reached a turning point. Break or Make time has already arrived. Will my new season finally mark the beginning of my turnaround from battle defeats and gain battle victories at last? Will succeeding in my virtual interviews or face to face interviews when invited by employers and being offered a new job be part of my turnaround? Only you know that answer.
There are only two choices left; for me is to progress now with my areas of life goals with their strategies by adding them to my calendar so progress can finally begin to move forward or to slide ever backward without your guidance leading to my own downfall yet again. Whether getting a job offer for this area of my life be achieved largely depend on your mighty power as you do things in a weird way that I do not yet understand.
You are a never changing God. Only you can turn my unemployment situation completely upside down in the most unexpected, astonishing, and inexplicable way within the spirit realm now. I have run out of making any concessions with any specialist recruiters regarding Covid-19. I have no solutions to offer nor will I make any more concessions and compromises regarding the office environment or outdoor site visits with in-person meetings. I have faced obstacles and resistance over many days and weeks, and I continue to face the same obstacles and resistance every day with virtually no hope in sight. You may be on the move spiritually but my obstacles and resistance that I am facing have not changed. They remain the same.
Again, I place my prayer at your feet asking that your plan is put into action to find a way even if the challenge is difficult but not insurmountable to break the hardened attitudes towards insistence on hybrid working by working 2-3 days a week at the office or even working every day at the office due whether it is 4-5 minutes drive from home or 20 miles away by all local prospective employers whether they are hiring managers, head hunters or recruiters or decision makers because of my choice of working remotely other than hybrid working set by them due to Covid-19 and it’s variants to enable an achievable breakthrough by my select group of specialist recruiters representing me with their clients.
There is nothing more I can do on my part. It's all up to you now. It's now either something happens or nothing happens. So I leave everything to you to find a way, some way from some where while I continuously wait in complete silence waiting for more ringing in my ears if they are from you. In the holy and righteous name of son Yahushua. Amen.
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Let's lift up @amrit+T's father for healing, @Ghiynar for success, and @Screitor for strength. Prayers for @Anonymous struggling with faith and @Bimeyark facing spiritual warfare. Let's also pray for all the anonymous requests for family's safety and joy. God, bless them all in Jesus' Name! 
Sweaxulira:
AMEN
Irioran:
She probably wouldn't want you weeping for her should she pass away. If anything, she'd probably want you to be content that she's going home.
