Oh Abba, Yeshua and Ruach Ha'Kodesh, members of the royal family of Elohim (love), I give you thanks and praise for preserving me to reach a new year. I've returned to work after 2 weeks leave to be called into the office for my probation review. The bombshell that I received from my review was that a decision was made in my absence saying that I will not be taken on after 3 months as I don't fit in with the future business. It was literally a kick in the teeth just as I'm just recovered after 14 months in the unemployment pit. I shall live on to fight another day somewhere doing something else. What I don't know. Only Abba, himself who is with me and watching how I feel can intervene and reveal to me my future path that he wants me to go forward. What I don't know. Did Abba, himself, predict way in advance that i would be unsuccessful after the completion of my probation period? Was it a surprise waiting to happen? Why was I not warned by him? Did I just walk into the office blind-folded like a lamb to the slaughter? I can only hang my head down in shame. I don't know what is going through my head right now, what the next 24 hours or days that lie ahead in the new year will bring for me. I may not understand how everything will finally work out in terms of outcomes, but I trust you. I don't see a way, but I know you will make another way in a new opportunity that I know about well. I have faith at this very moment you are touching hearts, opening doors and lining up the right breaks and opportunities. Things may look raw, dark and bleak right now, but I have faith that things will only get better! And soon.............while I wait in silence. In the name of Yahshua, your son and of Ruach Ha'Kodesh Amen!
