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dbcone
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not too long ago i wanted a job,now i have one although its doing something ive never done before. last week was training tomorrow is the real deal,im quite nervous about that.im concerned about my future relationship,im tires of being single which ive been for a year and a half.last marriage lasted 5 yrs,we rushed into it,she lied,and we couldnt get along with inlaws.it takes mutual attraction i can like a female but she has to like me in return.sometimes females like me and i dont like them,sometimes i like females but its not mutual. then theres my mom im a caregiver shes 60,smokes uses a walker and is on oxygen,im 37 nearly 38 in dec,but i do need my own life.i know honour thy mother but what if and when she dies. i dont get along with my moms side over issues when i was younger. and i dont know my dads side well.i was raised by my mom and late grandmom who died last year. i last talked to my dad 3 yrs ago but havent seen him in 29 yrs.have i had a rough life yes? but i get misunderstood often,instead of understood.its a crazy,messed up world,we may not make it to our next birthdays.i have faith,but i dont fear death since i was robbed 18 yrs ago in a home invasion.