Brother James
Beloved of All
Hi all, I saw my wife for the 2nd time today after she ran away from the marriage about 7 weeks ago. It's been heartbreaking. Some quick context we did have some issues where our pasts got brought to the service then I came back to the Lord like never before and she ran away. The Lord showed me a vision and spoke to me promising restoration in the marriage but he had to work on me first for 40 day then on my wife then bring restoration. I finished my 40 days 7 days ago. I saw he today so cold and with a rock heart. But we know she has at least high levels of narcissistic traits and praying not the full narcissistic personality disorder. She can't face anything accept anything or even face the truth. She has been lying to everyone and hiding things. Thanks to God she went to a first session with a psychiatrist yesterday but forever to she didn't know I was there as I came from Australia to volombia to fight for her after my 40 days with the Lord. She couldn't even look into my eyes yesterday or today. Thanks to God when she came today to speak she allowed me to speak without stopping me or interrupting me and I was able to say a lot and even prayed before I started talking. I know she was feeling something but was like a rock after she stood up and said I don't believe anything you say or have said I want a divorce and basically left. Please lift my wife Laura Melissa McCauley Bedoya Castaño and myself Jeremy mccauley up for this restauración of the marriage the Lord has promised and the transformation of her heart. It's killing me not being able to do anything and almost breaking down daily praying over her. Thank you everything it means more than you can imagine.
I can assure you that Jesus is very real! Hell is very real (Lake of Lava)! Sometimes if we really want something from Jesus then we need to read and study about how to get Him to take care of that. Sometimes we think we have prayed enough but maybe we just haven’t prayed the right way.
Read the book of Hosea in the Bible KJV for promises from God/Jesus for our marriages and our families. This brought my wife back to me more than once...
Pray this for yourself....
In Jesus put a hedge around my marriage, around my wife, turn away other lovers, restore us unto You and restore us unto each other in Jesus! All for Your Glory Lord Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
We should always love and forgive especially our spouses as if it is ourselves standing before Jesus. This brought my wife back to me a few times in such a way that she actually still thinks I was the one that sabotaged her but I know differently.