Hello, Robin. I can certainly understand your desire for reconciliation. We serve a God who responds to the prayers of His people according to His perfect will, and I’m happy to lift you and Craig up in my prayers. May He work regarding your relationship and provide guidance and peace as you look to Him. Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. If you think it might be helpful, please contact them.