Anonymous
Beloved of All
** appreciate your prayers the new company will return me the addendum of a new start date of employment on 23 May 2022, so that I will not lose a new job**
Pray that God will have mercy and compassion on me. I was out of employment for 4 years because of a pelvis injury. Besides, of a man who has power over me for 10+ years but not marrying me, I kept on in the loop of making wrong decisions in my life to the stage now I lost my family, friends, career and health. This man still want to have power over me even we are not living together and I feel very much I am under a bondage which is destructive. From a destructive abusive parents to a destructive and abusive man, my life was under traumas over and over again in 20 years. Today I feel this has been too much because of my job, a very abusive boss, which triggered freezing emotion of PTSD, because of money, I force myself to work there until now, I feel that I am getting mad, depress, cannot eat and just to lay down on my bed. I cannot feel for myself because of needing money to carry on my life. I got a cervical spine injury which caused more than two months of dizziness, imbalance and eye blurry and double visions. I do not understand why God does not protect me from all these traumas. Today I finally got a new job offer without needing me to be fully vaccinated, because of the gene in my white blood cell, I have to take a very high risk to keep on injecting, risking my health and my life, while I am suffering with SI joint pain on and off for 5 years and no clues on how to treat this, spending lots of money in my bank and the pain is very tormenting and the misalignment in the pelvis affect lower spine and also my hip and my knees alignment. I feel that I do not want to live my life like this on and off consistent emotional and physical pain which no one really understands and they never try to understand the pain and the fear which I am going through each day.
Today, I got a new job offer without needing me to be vaccinated, I finally find some hopes out of the darkness for 5 years relying on an healthy and abusive relationship to provide me the financial supports. But this man suggested me to listen to my abusive boss to extend the notice period for one more month making it one month plus one week, while this company wants me to be onboard in two weeks time. Today, three HRs chasing me for Dr exemption letter or vaccine pass otherwise I cannot enter office to work. Now I am ending up without receiving a new contract from the new company and no being able to resign from my abusive boss. I suddenly being into a high stress that I want to give up everything and just rest. Too much ... too pain ... too messy ..
Pray that God will have mercy and compassion on me. I was out of employment for 4 years because of a pelvis injury. Besides, of a man who has power over me for 10+ years but not marrying me, I kept on in the loop of making wrong decisions in my life to the stage now I lost my family, friends, career and health. This man still want to have power over me even we are not living together and I feel very much I am under a bondage which is destructive. From a destructive abusive parents to a destructive and abusive man, my life was under traumas over and over again in 20 years. Today I feel this has been too much because of my job, a very abusive boss, which triggered freezing emotion of PTSD, because of money, I force myself to work there until now, I feel that I am getting mad, depress, cannot eat and just to lay down on my bed. I cannot feel for myself because of needing money to carry on my life. I got a cervical spine injury which caused more than two months of dizziness, imbalance and eye blurry and double visions. I do not understand why God does not protect me from all these traumas. Today I finally got a new job offer without needing me to be fully vaccinated, because of the gene in my white blood cell, I have to take a very high risk to keep on injecting, risking my health and my life, while I am suffering with SI joint pain on and off for 5 years and no clues on how to treat this, spending lots of money in my bank and the pain is very tormenting and the misalignment in the pelvis affect lower spine and also my hip and my knees alignment. I feel that I do not want to live my life like this on and off consistent emotional and physical pain which no one really understands and they never try to understand the pain and the fear which I am going through each day.
Today, I got a new job offer without needing me to be vaccinated, I finally find some hopes out of the darkness for 5 years relying on an healthy and abusive relationship to provide me the financial supports. But this man suggested me to listen to my abusive boss to extend the notice period for one more month making it one month plus one week, while this company wants me to be onboard in two weeks time. Today, three HRs chasing me for Dr exemption letter or vaccine pass otherwise I cannot enter office to work. Now I am ending up without receiving a new contract from the new company and no being able to resign from my abusive boss. I suddenly being into a high stress that I want to give up everything and just rest. Too much ... too pain ... too messy ..
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