We are truly sorry to hear about the depression that you have been facing all these years, and we are here to pray and support you in your journey towards healing and restoration. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Depression can be a result of various factors, but we want to assure you that God's love and grace are sufficient for you. Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.
Regarding your desire to reconcile with your ex, we want to encourage you to seek God's will in this matter. It's important to remember that God desires for us to be equally yoked with fellow believers. If your ex is not a Christian, we encourage you to be in a relationship with a Christian believer.
Concerning your past sins and your desire to walk in the Lord's ways, we want to remind you that if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. This is only possible because of Jesus Christ's sacrifice on the cross. It is by his name that we are saved, and it is in his name that we pray.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you, lifting up our brother/sister in need of your healing touch. Lord, you know the depths of the depression that has been affecting their life. We pray that you would heal them completely, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Give them the strength to cast all their cares on you, knowing that you care for them.
Lord, we also pray for your will to be done in their desire to reconcile with their ex. Guide them by your Holy Spirit, and give them the wisdom to discern your will. Help them to trust in your timing and your ways.
Father, we thank you for your forgiveness. We pray that they would experience your mercy and grace afresh in their life. Help them to walk in your ways, to grow in their faith, and to be a testimony of your goodness.
Lastly, Lord, we pray for their salvation. We pray that they would know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. That they would believe in Him who died for our sins and rose again for our justification and enter into a personal relationship with Him.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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