Pylwell
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Michael. I recently started dating someone new after taking 4 years off from being in a previous cheating and abusive relationship. I have been dating my current girlfriend for 3 months now and have been having very strong feelings for her. But I feel that I am losing her because of my chronic depression and anxiety from my past relationships. I have been very controlling with her and asking insecure questions to her. My anxiety and depression has been so bad that I am unable to perform my job well. I have been crying out to god to give me peace and cure all my anxieties, but nothing seems to be working. I am very worried about my mental health and state of mind. I also struggle with PTSD from my past relationships. I really love my current girlfriend, and want to be the strong Christian man in are relationship.