I Will Explain a little more about what life is like so you may have a better understanding of why I am asking for prayer for my brain.
So, Many people say that I compare myself to others to much by saying you can't compare the amount of thoughts you have with how many someone else has. Not realizing they are comparing me to others by say things like βwhy do you do the odd things you doβ or βif such and such can figure out all this out you can tooβ. Or βdon't you ever listen to what people tell you!?β
I have no Idea what it is like to even have 1/2 the amount of thoughts that most people have in an hour mabe alot less than that idk. All I can go by is how even most little kids can figure out things that I couldn't even almost figure out and the amount of things they sayβ¦I dont have near that many thoughts, never have and probably never will
One of the hardest things is that MOST people treat me like I have the brain like the advarage man has. But I don't. Life is scary for me, not having having many thoughts means not being able to figure out were to stand, how much to eat, how to avoid somone who is walking down a grocery ile, not having any Idea if I am doing to much( like work and such) and not being able to figure out how to have a conversation ect...
I would ask that you would not be quick to judge me for being scared. if you had my brain you would understand the nightmare I have to fight through to survive and to serve God(the best that I can) and help others. Just because I can write this much does not prove anything, If you only knew how long this took to Write.